Superbia Luxuria

2009-02-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

moved.

to: http://capeofsolitude.wordpress.com/

we live and we learn to take one step at a time

2009-02-08T10:02:00.002+08:00

I love Jordin Spark's song. Meaningful, yup. Catchy too. :D

Whew. It's been a crazy two days. Like, two competitions consecutively. Must have taken quite a lot out of the team. JGs then NCS. It's been crazy, but they pulled out. Good job guys! :D

Friday
The debate was scheduled at 8.30pm. But due to some major hiccups, it only started at like what, 9.00pm? Then, it was revealed that we prepped the wrong motion. It was THBT the use of foreign workers have done more harm than good, but we prepped THBT foreign workers have done more harm than good. Oh well, that was kind of screwed, but the team managed to pull through (: They did a great job, Kah How, Darion and Edward. All of them. And I reached home at 11+. Not the latest, but it was late enough. Day 1 HC Server down.

Saturday
This one was crazy. 3 impromptu debates consecutively one after another. Of course, there was a lunch break in between, but still, it was quite hectic. But the team managed to pull through :D With 2 wins, they pwned, and we beat RI! :) Just that we lost based on technicalities. Sigh.

Oh well...nothing much to say. Go listen to Jordin Sparks yeah. (:

Introducing 3H2's class blog: 3h209dumpliarre.blogspot.com. Go tag!

reach out and touch me

2009-02-01T18:06:00.003+08:00

Urrps...disclaimer: I only used it 'cos I can't think of any other song. (:

Hilary Duff's all grown up. Haha...sigh. 3 lectures tomorrow...I am SO looking forward to Mondays. Not.

HP Lou Hei is complete farce. I mean, seriously. I'd rather lou hei with like, my family. And even then I wouldn't eat it. To sweet. *makes a face*

Cmaps is weird....seriously. Oh well, let's do a list of homework due tomorrow! :D

1. Geog Worksheet
2. Geog Cmap
3. History Reading
4. Chem Worksheet
5. Physics Worksheet
6. English Comprehension
7. English Journal

Yay...not.

Oh well, I better start on my work.

Ciao.

If U Seek Amy

2009-01-30T23:34:00.001+08:00

Get the implicit reference? :D

Say it out quickly. First one to figure out (apart from those who already knows) gets a cookie! :D

the story of the little prince and the fox

2009-01-27T23:35:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a little prince and a fox that lived near the castle the little prince lived in.

Now the little prince wanted desperately to play with the fox, but the fox did not allow the little prince to do so.

"Why?" the little prince asked.

The fox replied, "If you truly want to play with me, you first have to tame me."

The little prince then inquired, "How do I tame you?"

The fox said, "First, you must sit a distance away from me. Look at me in the eye, but do not say anything, for words are but seeds of misunderstanding. Slowly, at my beckoning, you come closer a little. Until the time we sit side by side may you start to talk. And we will talk. Only when I tell my secrets have you fully tamed me. And only then can you play with me."

And that was what the little prince did. Slowly, the two got acquainted, and finally, one day, the little prince had tamed the fox.

But when the fox wanted to play, the little prince had to leave.

"Why?" the fox cried.

"I will be back, but until then, please wait for me," the little prince whispered to the crying fox, and left it with nothing much than a reluctant goodbye.

The fox kept its end of the promise and waited for the little prince. It waited for days, it waited for months, it waited for years. But still, the little prince never came back.

One day, however, someone came to the fox. He was nothing like the little prince, yet his eyes shone with adoration upon seeing the fox.

"It's time," he told the fox, and the grown-up prince and the fox finally did what they had set out to do - they played.

FIN

some days i'm a super bitch, up to my old tricks

2009-01-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

but it won't last forever.

Yeah, it's my last day as a 14 year old.

And I'm proud to say that I've moved on from the Nintendo era.

It's time to invite the Son Of Ninety Younglings into my life. Yep, SONY has entered.

Of course. They're Jap brand. And Jap brands are always fabulous.

And that's how I'll start my 15th year young life.

Yay.

it's a love story baby just say yes

2009-01-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

Happy 15th birthday Shaun! :D Haha, too bad you're like, older than me, but I still want to be older you know. Tsk tsk, I'm incorrigible.

I'm obsessed with Taylor Swift, hence the title. Yay, I can sleep early, so why not?

Insomnia-inflicted people, try HERE. It's bound to help, though I tend not to sleep through them :D

Ciao!

take a moment. to think. and see.

2009-01-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

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Sorry for that, but it's the first competition HC Debate ever won! :D This is a good start of the year, which means more good things are about to come. *grinz* HCDB8 ROCK ON! :D

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if you're leaving, don't. if you aren't, don't.

2009-01-10T21:16:00.004+08:00

with the passage of time, we fade away.

memories are the only thing that stay, yet it isn't tangible

no, it leaves behind a bittersweet feeling

a feeling that makes us crave

crave for more, crave for the tangible

but we aren't normal, are we?

Whenever I look at these pictures, a bittersweet feeling arises, and it makes me feel sad.
Sad, because of the inevitable; the fact that we may one day separate and go our own ways.
Sad, because photos are the definite moment, but we are not. We cannot freeze in time, and stay like this.
Sad, because all of you have been like a family to me. Siblings I've never had, but always wanted.

Thank you, wedgys. For all you've done. (:

Crap...it makes me sound like we're already going our own ways. Which we're not. Not anytime soon anyway...right? :D

Work it Out...Safely

2008-12-31T22:43:00.002+08:00

You would never think that those words came from a construction site. And I'm serious. It did. I mean, how could anyone let that kind of innuendo run amok in public? Not that I mind though. Provided a good entertainment in an otherwise boring car ride.

Heh, 2009 already. It's just too fast...too fast for my liking. But I suppose life has to go on, non? A new year, a new class, and new friends. It does sound pretty turn-offing, but I suppose it will all work out.

Oh yes, SOO. Haha, GROUP 11 ROCKS! :D
Obvious bias here. Heh, Group 11 was my group, and boy were they...quiet. For Day 1, at the very least. Day 2 was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much better, and they were much more endearing then. But still, the best group around. And I'm serious about that. They have a healthy mix of people...some sarcastic (hardly, but enough to get you glaring at him), some passive (to the point you forget he's there), and others. Sad thing is that I still can't remember everyone's names. SORRY! :(

To Group 11:
If you happen to be reading my blog for some reason or another, just want to tell you guys that you were great. And don't think for one moment that you aren't the best group, just because you didn't win the Overall Best Group. I mean, as I've said, some people are just blind to greatness. Haha, good luck in your four years in Hwa Chong, and your respective consortiums, and just be yourself...OKAY?! :D

Okie, go sleep liao. Bye!

Defeat the Court of Destruction with the Whacko Stick of Power

2008-12-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

Heh, SOO was pretty fun if you ask me. For Day 1, that is.

But seriously, some of the Sec Ones are pretty apathetic. Sigh, I hope they'll be better tomorrow. But the thing that makes me happy is the fact that actually many of them are willing to cheer, which is very heartening. (:

Haha, allow me to make a few assumptions about these Sec Ones, if I may:

1. Apparently they like Yoda-talk. (Credits go to Ming Kang)
2. If they were gay, they'd be the bottom in the relationship. Well, most of them anyway.
3. Apparently they like ___ of ___ e.g. Whacko Stick of Power

Haha. Don't make too many assumptions. Later they read my blog I die.

Heh, all of you go listen to Unbeautiful by some Leyroy or however you spell her name. So nice :D

Haha, more in-depth post tomorrow. About SOO. Duh...

69 is to Missionary as Apple is to Pear

2008-12-28T22:14:00.002+08:00

It just popped out when I was showering. And it's nothing sexual, I swear. 69 and Missionary are not sexual positions. They are not. So don't go around saying that they are, got it?

Haha, I most probably should get my brain checked. Why in the world would I think about such stuff in the shower anyway? Worst of all, it already sounds wrong, but in the shower? Oh man.

Heh, tomorrow is SOO. Can't wait to meet the Sec Ones. Time to pewlvewise (pulverise) them. :D

Short post...sighs. Haha, got to go sleep. Except I can't.

And no, it's not because I'm suffering from pent-up sexual frustration.

Seriously, what do you take me for? Luey Chi?

Hmph. I'm not THAT sick.

plastic intestines and a rubrik's cube

2008-12-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

I am, fortunately, surviving the trip to Malaysia. The stuff there looked ominously like they were expired made-in-China products, which is kind of a bad thing to start with.

I suppose there's nothing to write about, except for the fact that PSP 3006 is out (o.O), and if anyone is looking for it in Malaysia, it's RM 899. You're welcome xD
Did I also tell you that my hotel room had an abandoned Bluetooth headset? Haha, I adopted it.

Well, since there's nothing much else to talk about, some tag backs:

Delvin - Uh...was it that SMS you sent? Lol, I didn't say anything about it...I think.
Yu Yang - I WANNN :D Sponsor me? *big hopeful eyes*
Jek Jin - I was in Malaysia yo. With Disney as the only watchable channel.
Fraser - If you say so...link me! :D
Brenda - *big grins back* Alright alright. I'll link you.
Daniel - Ooh ooh ooh. Belated Merry Christmas and Happy Boxing Day too!
Wee Shuen - *blinks blankly* What?

I'm done. Bye zorx.

hyperventilating in the wind;

2008-12-19T21:51:00.002+08:00

Well, while doing ~~three~~, ~~four~~, five things at the same time (not including blogging), I shall attempt to decipher and find out what I want in life...haha:

A penthouse in Singapore
A Lexus
A degree in Law or
A degree in Literature
A job in a law firm or
A job in a secondary school (preferably Hwa Chong =p) or
A job as a writer
A world tour after I retire
Her
Materialistic desires (for now...a PSP :D)
A closer fellowship with God (:
A bigger social circle
A more interesting social life :p
Money!!! (for philanthropic purposes)
A Mac
A Macbook
A 32G iPod Touch

Haha...it's a crazy world I live in...might as well dream big. Who knows, anything may happen :D

so the world is better off eating plastics;

2008-12-18T21:43:00.003+08:00

It's true, isn't it? Since so many things are affected by melamine, we should just resign to fate and eat plastics. After all, isn't it just like a few percent more melamine than food?

Haha, couldn't think of any better title, so...haha, I think I'll most probably do a 'HOW'S YOUR 2008?' thingum soon. Yay balls.

It's going to be a short post anyway, 'cos I'm going to watch Twilight now...it isn't really good, BUT STILL. It's not too hard to imagine.

Anyway, I really hope Michael Copon gets subbed in for New Moon, 'cos the current Jacob SUCKS.
At least, that's the feeling I get from reading Wikipedia's article on Jacob Black. Hmm...but maybe he doesn't look that bad in the movie, nevertheless, I simply CANNOT imagine Bella falling in love with the current Jacob Black. I simply cannot.

Nope, not in this lifetime.

reminiscence and belated rambles;

2008-12-16T00:35:00.002+08:00

I was kinda bored today, so I went on an all out Facebook hunt, looking at friends' photos, searching for other friends I haven't added, and Gwee Hwee Ngee (is that how you spell her name?!)

But then, I came along Eric's photo album called 'Primary School Life', and inside were all photos from our primary school life (fortunately, I wasn't in it. WHEW.). And it brought back memories, be it nice or bad ones. But they were great memories, nevertheless. I kind of miss life in Kong Hwa now, seeing how they are almost perpetually free most of the time, and homework is a must-do, even for Chinese =p

But I guess those times are over, and nothing that I do or say can rewind the clock to relive 2006 once again. 6/2 was great, one of the best classes I've been in (anyone care to guess what the other one is? xD). The only things left are memories, memories of the past, and the only way is to relive them in my mind once again. Maybe it's also nearing the end ofthe year, which makes me remember about 6/2.

But this is 2008, no denying it. Entering a new school wasn't easy from the start, with hardly any familiar faces at all. Getting into a class where you know no one is even worse. But, after two years, it doesn't seem so bad after all. In fact, the whole idea of separating into other classes suddenly seem less palatable, not that it was great in the first place. The whole class together for two years was great, and now, to separate without another word, that seems kind of cruel, isn't it?

But nothing that we say, nothing we can do, can put things back to where they belong. We cannot rewind the clock, just because we want it to. It just doesn't work that way. Which is the sad truth of the world: what has gone by most probably cannot be relived, not even if we had the same circumstances and the same timings. Nope, none at all.

That aside, I just realised I'm late in wishing Yi Yun a happy birthday! Zomg. Anywayz, TYY, I'll be sending you a birthday fic soon, or post it on FF.Net, so look out for it. And uh...happy belated birthday, and it's TXR, and T's bottoming. (:

I do hope it's a decently long post xD
I also heard that Hon has Facebook! o.O
AND...if Twilight isn't half as good as the book, I'm forever denouncing watching remakes of fantasy books.

Haha, told you it was rambly.

linux

2008-12-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

I want a Linux OS on my laptop! :D It's so cool, and best of all, it's almost like a Mac interface! :D Hahaha, getting two-in-one is great! :D Shaun, gimme the disc once you are done!

Haha, ANYWAYS. Life after Tasmania is BORING. In every sense of the word. Except for the times in training :D Heh, even tanking Bleach isn't fun. So...let's wach Soul Eater! :D

Ah...nothing to blog about still...sighs. I'll find something...maybe SOO '09? I wonder. Oh wells, see you then I guess :p

winding back the clock;

2008-12-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

LiveJournal was too much of a hassle for me. So I've decided to give Blogger one last try. Yes, one last try. Oh well.

I suppose what I can expect from here on is once again a dead blog. Oh well, screw it.

Heh, I suppose going back to long posts is going to take a while, and to wait for my boring-you-to-death meter to go back up. So till then, short posts. xD

Oh well. Love the Blogskin. I wanna learn how to make one too.

2008-09-30T21:46:00.001+08:00

You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-09-29T18:20:00.002+08:00

The monster has only five days left to act. It crawls and worms around our hearts, trapping us all in its web of fear and helplessness. No one could do anything, everyone was trapped. Some had tried to escape, yet, they came back defeated and desolate. The C6s they hol in their hands were testament to the might and power that the monster wields to terrorise and control us all. Indeed, exams are a frightening thing.

5 more days till the end of exams.

Yet, the monster decides to manifest itself even further by splitting itself into sub-species. These sub-species were both a gift and a curse - some enjoyed their less demeaning and overbearing composure, while others cowered in fear at the sight of these sub-species. They take on different masks at different times. Sometimes, they don't even appear to the chosen ones. These chosen ones have shown complete mastery over the sub-species, yet, many of us, who had once dominion over these sub-species, could not understand - wy are we not exempted from the subject?

5 more subjects yet to be tested.

Through it all, we stand triumphant at the fact that the monster's stronghold lasts for only 5 more days. Once the period of 5 days pass slowly, quietly, we realise that we are yet faced with anoher monstrocity. They strike even more fear into our hearts, for they are not just like the monster, they have power over our future. They can shape and mold it any way they feel like, for we are prey, and they, predators. Fortunately, it seems as though they have been restrained by another higher force, the marking scheme. Any who violates this shall be duly punished, and no one was prepared to pay the consequences.

6 more days till paper check arrives.

No one knows how these monsters disappear. They fade into the darkness, and we experience peace yet again. Despite the fear, the agony, and the suspicion, no one could tell why they have the longing for the monsters to appear again. No one likes the monsters, that's a fact. But still, why do we yearn for them, yet fear them so much?

1 more year till exams arrive again.

The End.

2008-09-28T19:43:00.001+08:00

It's such a wrong time, but I fell in love with this anime:

Ouran High School Host Club

LABU LABU! (:

2008-09-26T17:07:00.002+08:00

Well, it's just 2 days and a few hours till D Day begins. Then it'll be 2 weeks before Winter Retreat. The sad part is, Ms Holst is leaving for Australia! Bleh.

Well, let's start from the beginning...(I'm lazy to type in sentences so just follow the points)

(Term 3 Week 9)

Ms Quah --> New teacher will come to teach you in Week 10 (Term 3). Don't know guy or girl, just be nice 'cos teacher will be Aussie. Don't give bad impression.

(Term 3 Week 10, Monday)

Laurang --> 3 new teachers. *Guy comes out* History...*Girl 1 comes out* English & Lit...(this is Ms Holst)...*Girl 2 comes out* English, Lit, History blah blah blah...give them warm welcome.

(T3W10, Mon, EF Class)

Ms Quah --> Okay class, Ms Holst be your teacher.

Ms Holst --> We'll be doing biopoem! :D (It's her smiley face, not ours)

(Blah Blah Blah)

(Term 4 Week 3, Friday )

Ms Holst --> I'll be leaving for Australia tomorrow! Great teaching you! I'm student too! *sniffle* (that's mine. She's quite nice, seriously).

Yeah, so that's it. Sigh...she's a great teacher. Got lots of potential when it comes to teaching. Come teach in Hwa Chong when you graduate okay Ms Holst?

Oh well...there goes another teacher...

2 DAYS TO EXAMS

2008-09-24T22:28:00.003+08:00

Once again, I have betrayed my very own emotions and have therefore broke the sacred seal (which never existed in my dictionary) of the hiatus. Yay.

So, I shall now blog on very mundane things that you would most probably fall asleep reading, such as these sentences that are written in such 'perfect' (vomitting is expected at this point) English. Not that writing in broken English or anything is real cool. It just doesn't seem right.

Fine, I'm getting ahead of myself. Oh yeah, 9th ProEd Council is out (along with the ExCo)!

Chairman: NIL

Vice-Chairman: Brandon

Secretary: Zhao Yong

Welfare: Justin

Logistics (ProEd Room): Ang Yang

Logistics (ProEd Lounge): Daryn

You see the NIL? I refuse to admit it's me. Like, Brandon is much more suited. I think I won only because of populace initiatives. Such as a Bridge Competition. Speaking of which, I must get approval.

Oh well, at least I get posting rights. (: It's fun. Write a private note to myself with 'tralala'. LOL.

I think I'll change blogskin. AFTER exams, of course.

Now, let's re-seal the hiatus.

*Seals it*

Yeah, so see you. Oops. I just broke it. o.O

2008-09-21T14:50:00.002+08:00

This is going to be the last post in quite some time. Seeing that exams are around the corner, I'm going to go on a haitus. Not that I won't be going on MSN though. I'll try not to. Emphasis is on the try.

Yet, this times are plagued with numerous stuff that just make me feel like giving up. Seriously...I see so many people mugging, with information crammed in their heads like crazy, it makes me feel like I'm never going to get it. The mugging craze is on, and I'm one of those at the back...

Then, my will power to keep on doing is just not there. I study History for one day, and I can't be bothered to complete my History notes, even though I'm not done with them. Damn, I'll never get anywhee at this rate.

Then, friends come into the picture. Or at least, ex-friend. I don't know what I did, nor what I said, nor whatever it is to make Darion so pissed off at me. I really don't know what I did...and I want to, so that I can make up for it. But only if Darion will tell me, which he isn't. This is going nowhere...

This is a sinking boat, and all the lifeboats have been taken. I'm just left on board, since I'm the last one, and one life always isn't worth that much. I could swim, but it's too far from shore...

Lord,

Please give me the courage and endurance through this period.

In Jesus Name,

Amen

2008-09-16T18:38:00.005+08:00

Thank you Shadow King!!! (:

Oh oh, The Suite Life of Zack and Cody is back. Update later!

2008-09-16T18:38:00.004+08:00

Oh my gosh. This song I just can't keep it out of my mind (in case you're wondering, it's the one playing on my blog now)

It's so freaking cool. Check out the lyrics:

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Yep...I don't know HOW the font changed, but either ways, enjoy This is Me.

And oh yes, Council results will only be out later because Mr Lim forot to let CSE ProEd people vote o.O

2008-09-15T18:15:00.002+08:00

Got this from Poetry Suite...for all 2G people, here:

Subject:

Dylan Thomas’ father had been a robust, militant man most of his life, and when in his eighties, he became blind and weak, his son was disturbed seeing his father become “soft” or “gentle.” In this poem, Thomas is rousing his father to continue being the fierce man he had previously been.

Literary devices:

The form on the poem is a villanelle, with arime scheme alternating “night” and “day.” “Good night” is a metaphor and a pun. “Dying of the light” is ametaphor. “Old age should burn and rave” in line two is a combination of metonymy and personification. “Close of day” is a metaphor. “Burn” in that same line is used metaphorically, as is “dark” in line four. In line five “their words had forked no lightning” is metaphorical. Line eight “Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay” employs personification and metaphor. Line ten “Wild men who sang the sun in flight” isexaggeration and metaphor. Line 11 “they grieved it on its way” is also exaggeration and metaphor. Line 13 “Grave” is a pun; “blinding sight” is an oxymoron. Line 14 “Blind eyes could blaze like meteors” is a simile. Line 17 “Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray” is a paradox.

Commentary:

A villanelle is a French poetic form that originally served as a vehicle for pastoral, simple, and light verse. That Thomas would employ that form for the subject of death enhances the irony of beseeching a dying person to rage. No doubt the poet also chose this form because of the repetition of the important lines, “Do not go gentle into that good night” and “Rage, rage against the dying of the light” and because of the tight formal structure of the form. The subject matter which is the command to the father not to accept death so easily lends itself to the dichotomy of “day” and “night” which become somewhat symbolic for “life” and “death” in the poem.

Each of the six stanzas has uniformity and a specific purpose:

Stanza 1: The first line is a command, “Do not go gentle into that good night.” Paraphrased, “Don’t give up easily.” The second line offers the speaker’s belief that even when old and infirm, the man should stay energetic and complain if necessary as long as he does not give in to death easily. Then line three again is a command, “Rage, rage against the dying of the light”: Fight, complain, rail against the oncoming of death.

Stanzas 2, 3, 4, and 5 each try to persuade the father to “rage against the dying of the light” by offering evidence of what wise, good, wild, and grave men have done. For example and to paraphrase stanza 2: Even though wise men know that they cannot keep death away forever and especially if they have not accomplished their goals in life, they don’t accept death easily; they “Do not go gentle . . . .” Similarly, in stanza 3, good men exclaim what might have been, their “frail deed” might have shone like the sun reflecting off the waters of a “green bay,” and they, therefore, “Rage, rage” against the oncoming of death. Likewise, in stanza 4, wild men whose antics seemed to shine as brightly as the sun and who thought they were so optimistic, but later realized they spent much of their life in grief, still they “Do not go gentle . . . .” And in stanza 5, grave men whose eyes are fading fast can still flash life’s happiness, as they “Rage, rage . . . . ”

Stanza 6: The speaker addresses his father. Paraphrased, “And so my father you are nearing death—yell at me, scream at me, cry out; to see you do that would be a blessing for me and I beg you to show me that militant man you once were: “Do not go gentle . . . . ”

http://poetry.suite101.com/article.cfm/dylan_thomas___do_not_go_gentle_

So, yep, here's the poem analysis.

For all those crazed people who need to know how to bloody hell study Lord of the Flies, use http://www.sparknotes.com/ Yep, it's useful, so do go for it if you want.

So long people!

2008-09-14T19:34:00.002+08:00

Shoddy Battle isn't working for me. Bleh...I need to reinstall it. Sorry YZ!

-------Pokemon from this juncture on. Should you want to skip it, please sroll down to the point with the foot note 'end'. Thanks.----------------------------------------------------------------

Anyway, I've been thinking of a team for Pokemon Pearl, and after using the Pokemon Team Creator on Marriland's website (http://pokemon.marriland.com/), I've come up with a team that has reasonably good coverage (:

1. Zenith the Infernape

2. Razor the Staraptor

3. Bridge the Bronzong

4. Lacrimosa the Garchomp

5. Prose the Raichu

6. Kyrie the Lumineon

Yay...the movesets aren't going to be revealed, since I'm still pending whether I'm going to use them on Shoddy. Yeah...

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Alright...so, here's the crux of my post:

SUPPORT THE DON OF A BRAND NEW FUTURE! (:

VOTE BRANDON FOR PROED CHAIR!

2008-09-08T20:24:00.002+08:00

OMG. Tomorrow's Council ExCo Interview. I'm nervous dammit. Never been this nervous before. The last time was when I was sitting for the interview for Best in English Award. And now, I'm going through that same waves of emotion. Damn. This is hard.

But, moving from depressing stuff, today was PDay Grand Finals Rehearsal. It was fine, but TeyAH was horrible. Even Kala commented, "This is uncalled for." If Kala says that, it means it really is uncalled for. She scolded people for having too many images, and people who had too little images. She scolded people for not presenting well, when she herself said that her angmoh was half-past six. She even reduced Kah How to tears WTF. She's one horrible person. And to think she herself commented two weeks before, "Your website would look nice on the Audi screen." This is so obviously a compliment. And then, today, she called it "sloppy". Someone fire her.

And also, because the Horse (aka Ms Holst. We can't get her name pronouced right) asked for a very short story, I'll give this one:

An argument. Heart broken. Tears flow.

Alright, this sounds real corny and all, not to mention not really close to the truth, but looking at it from perspective:

Argument = differing views over a matter

Heart broken = something hurtful was said

Tears flow = Sigh...

Yeah, a very short story is 6 words. Google it. Haha...

Exams in: 2 weeks 6 days

Father God,

I pray in Jesus' Name that You bless me with the words You want me to say during the interview tomorrow. I know that without You, nothing is possible. Without You, nothing would have existed anyway. But with You, You make all things possible and I know that You only want the best for me. You do not want me to just be a councillor, You want me to have a position of influence to bless the whole Council. I pray that You will fill my mouth with the words that You want me to say, and nothing more than that. I pray that You give me inspiration, a clear mind and a calm soul during the interview tomorrow.

All these I pray in Jesus' Name,

Amen

2008-08-31T16:09:00.002+08:00

Not sure what to blog about, so I'm just going to recount what happened on Friday, Saturday and today (since I don't really have much on Sundays).

Friday:
Yes yes, I know we screwed up Teachers' Day, particularly Are You Smarter Than A Fifth Grader?. I'm not going to say that I'm not at fault here, but the teachers are absolutely o.O. Yeah, so it was like, they didn't want to be eliminated (wtf), Kala just RAN over to see Izumi's answer for a question, and if that's not enough, she TOLD the other teams (wtf X 2). I don't wanna say anything about it anymore, it's too diao. =.=

But yeah, went back to KHS with Guan Koi and Yu Yang. Then TYY and I went to meet Mrs Tan. She's leaving for another job next year ): It's really depressing, since she's always one of my favourite teachers (:

Speaking of which, and deviating a while, throughout my 8 years of education, I only hold a few teachers in high accord, thus earning a 'Mr' or 'Mrs' or 'Ms' on my blog posts. And on that note, in no order of merit, the teachers are:
1. Mrs Tan - P5/6 form teacher
2. Mr [Jared] Quek - Ex-Debate Teacher i/c
3. Mr Daniel Siew - Ex-English Teacher/Debate Teacher i/c
___________________________________________________________________
Wow...that's little.

Alright...so, went to watch a movie with TYY X 2, Amanda, Wen Yi and Eric. Clone Wars. It was horrible. Couldn't tell left from right in that movie. Don't watch it, really. Oh well...moving on...

Saturday
My mum's company's Family Day...and we went to sit the Singapore Flyer! (: Well...I have pictures...just to lazy to post up xD

Sunday:
I FINALLY went to 1st service! (:

Sorry...nothing more, so let's do "what YZ does!" (:

------------------FUN!(:-----------------------------------------------------------------------

haha...bye!

2008-08-28T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today was Council Elections. Wow. I didn't even know (I was planning on getting my campaign post up today xD). Haha...anyway, whether I get in or not, it doesn't really matter. I can always serve the school in other ways (though Council is still the best (: )

Teachers' Day tomorrow. I really feel very extra. It's like, Ortus do almost everything then we butt in. It's like...uh...oh-kay...W.H.A.T. T.H.E. H.E.L.L. A.R.E. Y.O.U. D.O.I.N.G. H.E.R.E. W.H.E.N. W.E. H.A.V.E. F.I.N.I.S.H.E.D. A.L.M.O.S.T. E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.?!

Urgh...anyway, seriously, being in this OT has really opened my eyes. It taught what is called leading (Secretary to OS...?) and what are some taboos of leading. And apparently I committed all of them =p Being an OS is definitely not easy.

But oh well. I hope everything goes well. If we screw up tomorrow...well, don't be so suprised. We only had 1 rehearsal, and not all performances were done. Zzz...

Justin...we should have Don't Forget the Lyrics for ProEd Nite. Then PUT BRANDON IN! (:

Haha...so random.

2008-08-26T18:32:00.001+08:00

Today was fun (:

FREE BUS RIDE ON 74! (:

It was to celebrate 100 years of Great Eastern, so YZ and I took it for 2 stops for no apparent reason (it doesn't bring us home)...BECAUSE IT'S FREE! (:

Haha...too lazy to post more...next time bah. (:

2008-08-21T15:43:00.002+08:00

Copied directly from 6/2 Class Blog (if you are from 6/2 and read this, please pass the message. Thanks.):

This blog can't go on like this. Something must be done.

Yet, nothing can be done. Which makes it all the more frustrating.

So, I'm proposing as such:

Friday
29/08/2008 (Teachers' day Celebration)
Movie Outing/Bowling...?
Movies:
1. Mummy 3 (though I've watched it oh well)
2. Wall E
3. Money No Enough 2 (fine I'm lame...)

If you've read this, please pass this message to all those you know who were from 6/2 Class of '06...it's been a long time since we've last gathered together...*shrugs*

Oh well, good luck for all your EOYs! (:

Regards,
Woon Wei

2008-08-20T18:09:00.003+08:00

Feel real bad today...):

Darion is pissed at me (goodness I don't know why >.<), I think I pissed Zhao Yong off again, and generally feel like puking on the way home.

Bleh. This sucks. And I think I'm the cause of it all. (Great. Now I feel light-headed.) Again.

I suppose I ought to say sorry, even though I've no idea what I've done, really. (Perhaps for Darion it was not listening to him yesterday about the chess thing...)

On the other hand, I've found Deceitful Wings! (: It's a real nice track. YouTube it, it'll be worth your time.

Also, talked to Mr Tan (Chin Guan) with Yuan Zhi about anything and everything until 3pm. Now I'm positive he's a great teacher. Until tests, of course.

I think I'll be putting Deceitful Wings on my blog. Yeah, that'll do. (:

2008-08-14T19:32:00.004+08:00

Well...let's be fully clear about this:
Zhao Yong, I'm not talking about you, nor was the post about friendship to talk about whatever has happened. The friend I was talking about was someone from my primary school...and the friendship thing was really all directed to him...yeah, me and my mouth that always get into trouble. And it is just so convenient that there are two people I offended at the same time. Sigh...it seems too coincidental, but I guess that I'm the one that is contradicting myself. Despite all that I understand, I...am a failure when it comes to relationships. Sure, I got a full 100% last year for introspection, and I understand myself fully and best, yet, my inter-relationship scored a mere 70%...Useless, that's what I am. I may have comprehension of philo stuff, but it's easier said than done. I'm contradictd all that I've written on friendship, and in the end, my friends are all there for me, and I am the ~~main~~ sole perpetrator of whatever had happened. I am sorry...to all my friends:
I have failed you.

I have not been the good friend that I should, I have not done anything that I should, yet I did everything that I ought not to do. I suppose it is because I've never been good at relationships, rather, keeping them. It's hard for me, really. I suppose this came from the time I was hurt from a friendship that was kept running for quite some time already when I was in primary school...then that friend of mine just well...it's too hard to talk about it anymore. Since then, it's become hard for me to fully understand anyone else.

I'm really sorry Zhao Yong, and Brandon, and Yuan Zhi, and Darion, and anyone else that had ever treated me as a friend. I have failed you as a friend. I have failed all of you, because of my selfishness...

To Zhao Yong:

I don't know if you'll ever read this, but if you do, I just want to tell you:
I'm sorry...
I don't know if you can tell it is sincere, but I truly am.
To be truthful, when I wrote that Amazing Race thing, it was in a fit of anger. But now, even though it's over, I just want to tell you that I am ultimately still unsure about Amazing Race, not when I read that post of yours.
Still, if you have read till here, I want to say:
I'm sorry...

I'm such a failure.

2008-08-13T09:38:00.002+08:00

I've thought it over, and I've come to a conclusion.

It isn't worth it troubling myself with a friend that doesn't treasure a friendship anyway. Perhaps it's just wishful thinking on my part that friendships can last forever. But now I've to learn the hard way that there are no such things as forever friends, just friends who stay as friends for a long period of time.

Fortunately, on the flip side of the coin, there are no enemies that are forever enemies. In fact, there are no such things as enemies. Enemies are just a manifestation of hatred and anger concentrated onto a person, evolving it into a tangible form of being, called enemies. Alternatively, enemies are just the absence of friendship, just like how darkness is simply the absence of light. Then this brings up the question of neutral people, but I suppose I'll deal with it another day.

Continuing on my previous post on friendship (whereby my thought process just left me in the lurch, thereby stopping there):

Now, moving the focus onto ourselves. Perhaps the reason that we have fairweathered friends are by the very merit that we ourselves project such an image upon others when we make friends. Perhaps it's not intentional, or indeed a facade to hide behind to avoid great hurt and big blows when you realise that theat person is an unreliable person. After all, it isn't every day a person will hurt you in a friendship or otherwise, and that friendships will blossom after time.

However, we must also consider the fact that you may also be the one at fault. Human nature is always to shirk the blame, and transfer it to someone else, but perhaps it's high time we did some inrospection. Are we projecting a veneer of coldness, and that perhaps, just perhaps we cannot be trsuted or taken to face value? Or are we the ones that are at fault when a friendship breaks down, when just the previous day, you two were inseparable?

Of course, no one will be perfect enough to see through the murk and realise that it is their fault all at once, but through time, perhaps they will see that, and time is what is needed to heal. But in these days, whereby you need a friends to survive in this cruel world, a world whereby if you do not have large social circles, you will definitely not succeed, or go any much higher than you were.

Friends are there for a reason, treasure them, don't take them for granted. That is the way to survive, and that is ultimately the way that we can still be called...

Human.

2008-08-11T17:11:00.003+08:00

Friendship.

It's a word that many people take for granted. It's a word that was sacred, used only when there is absolute trust between two people. However, in recent days, the whole notion of friendship has been twisted and contorted and perverted, and out from the abyss pops out things such as fairweathered friends, and other types of undesirable stuff.

This is a crisis we're living in, and this crisis is not global warming, though admittedly it is obviously a crisis that we're living in. The crisis is that we now have no idea who to trust anymore, or who to believe in. When was the last time your friend stood up for you, be it maligned or you being really at fault? Since when did your friend last helped you pick up from where you fell?

In this world, we have no longer lived by the principles of the past: working together for success, and victory belongs to both. Rather, we're living in a world whereb it all matters about YOU. And when that is the case, you do need friends along the way. Correction, disposable friends that you can utilise, but when you have used up what they can offer, you throw them to the side.

Friendship has never been perverted to such a degree before. Never. Where did the building pillars of friendship (mutual trust, mutual care and mutual understanding) go to, only to be replaced by the pillars of self gain, self expectations and self care? This is something that has to be addressed, or else the whole notion of friendship will crumble into pieces, and future generations will never understand the real meaning of trusting someone else.

I know sorry isn't sufficient, but I can't really do anything else on a blog except say sorry...well, perhaps I was jealous I'm not in the OT...well...sorry...

2008-08-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

I wonder what's really unique in Singapore. I mean, Singapore's really unique only because we're an amalgam of cultures, and nothing more than that. Which is the reason why I'm cynical of Amazing Race, really.

Durians? They're just the good quality ones imported from Thaliand and Malaysia.
Esplanade? True, but it's a design by some architehts of other nations.
Terminal 3...the ceiling? Hardly. It's some Greek guy who did it.
Chicken rice? Malaysia. Chicken rice balls. So there.

Seriously, there's nothing real unique about Singapore. Sure, secularism and religion co-exist here, but it also does in many other first world nations! If someone can tell me what there is so unique to Singapore, I'll take my hat off to you. And don't tell me it's 'cos of some multi-racial thing. I already clarified at the start, Singapore is only unique due to the amalgam of cultures.

Then, let's talk about visiting Kong Hwa (which was the only relief and solace that I managed to seek yesterday after the Amazing Race briefing. Which I will talk about later, anyway). It was kind of boring, 'cos NO ONE WAS THERE! ): Well, Mrs Tang was there, and so was Yi Yun (OMG she looks so DIFFERENT!). So, we went to Kallang Leisure Centre (to see the teachers) but lo and behold. Mrs Tan was not there bowling. Boohoo. ):

Anyway, we then went to watch Mummy 3! (: It's a good movie, GO WATCH IT! (: I mean, it's real funny, and also it's spastic (Yu Yang, Yi Yun and I were all laughing at the wrong moments). Just imagine Jet Li being your mum, calling you up every morning (that's how spas it is (: ) And it was only after we finished the movie did the teachers finish bowling. xD
Talk about taking your time. (:

SO, Amazing Race. Personally, I have nothing against the OT (they have very capable people in there). I'm just really skeptical about the meaning behind it, which is the reason for my cynicism and actions during the briefing. It may have ruffled people's feathers, and seriously, I'm sorry, but this is simply spreading propaganda to the visiting people! And I so do not endorse that move.

Contrast:
Amazing Race VS National Day
Seriously, nothing different about the two. I'll deal wih that another day, as it isn't appropriate to blog that down...now anyway.

Amazing Race is a flawed concept. It attempts to bring out the uniqueness of Singapore, and for that very merit, it is worth commending. However, beyond that, and on the other side of the coin, Singapore has really nothing worth mentioning. All the good durians have gone to the streets near Geylang. And even then these durians are not from Singapore. Aeroponics, something that had been tried and tested in Singapore. Alongside many other nations.

Of course, I reiterate this point: I have nothing against the OT. I just hope that in future, Amazing Race takes a different stance towards the 'uniqueness' of Singapore. Perhaps something more of introducing the many different races in Singapore, and also introducing Singapore through its roots and heritage, something more of appreciating all the cultures that have shaped Singapore into what it is, and this, in my opinion, should be the focus of Amazing Race. Not about introducing the 'uniqueness' of Singapore. No point introducing something non-existent, non?

Finally, in closing, Amazing Race in the future should take a different stance towards it's aim. Yes, the aim is still introducing Singapore, but to introduce something non-existent is nothing more that delusion and distortion of facts.

I'm sorry for ruffling everyone's feathers. Rest assured, I won't screw up Amazing Race just because I have my own opinions about it. But still, I'm sorry. And well, I won't do that anymore.

I'm sorry.

2008-08-04T21:49:00.001+08:00

250th post.

THE THREE TESTS ARE OVER! (:

Too esctatic to post more.
Revel in the thought (:

2008-08-03T10:05:00.004+08:00

3 test tommorow. And 1 is not legal at all. Read: Chinese. What the heck man. It's so irritating. Zzz...as if Physics and Geography clumped together in one day isn't suicidal enough.
Let's see...

Physics:
- Photonics
- Lasers
- Reflection
- Refraction
- Total Internal Reflection
At least I understand the last 3 topics...and Yap Shinn shouldn't have started on lenses...it'll get confusing. I mean, drawing ray diagrams for:
- Reflection
- Refraction
- Total Internal Reflection
- Converging lenses

What the heck. Ah...I need to go...for church (:
I'll update later...mmhmm.

[UPDATE FROM HERE]

Well yeah, it's 6:23pm now, and I'm doing Geog. Geog is kinda suicidal too, look:
- Forests
- Water as a Renewable Resource
- Deforestation
- Land Reclamation
- Pollution
- Arable Land
Dammit. This makes a total of:
- Photonics
- Lasers
- Reflection
- Refraction
- Total Internal Reflection
- Forests
- Water as a Renewable Resource
- Deforestation
- Land Reclamation
- Pollution
- Arable Land

And as if that's not enough, 尹老师 (note the sarcasm as I call her 老师) had conveniently decided to test us on 20 marks of 词语/成语 which in actual fact is worth 100 marks. Look:
- 课文：雨天
- 课文：责任感
- 成语第121条到第140条
So, that adds up to:
- Photonics
- Lasers
- Reflection
- Refraction
- Total Internal Reflection
- Forests
- Water as a Renewable Resource
- Deforestation
- Land Reclamation
- Pollution
- Arable Land
- 课文：雨天
- 课文：责任感
- 成语第121条到第140条

Yay. I die. Fortunately, I have Leona Lewis' songs to acomapny me in this suicide journey. (: They are weirdly (but not unexpectedly) soothing.

On a side note, ExCo Interviews for HC db8's coming up (:
On a second note, ExCo Selection for ProEd Council is also coming up (:
On a third note, the thre extremely spastic tests will be over in one day (:
On a fourth note, I suddenly thought of Jeffery Lim carryin eggs for Glendon (I'll post that next time) xD
On a fifth note, what would your first though be if I told you, "[insert name]. do you want see cave?" (next post) =D
On a sixth note, now's 6:33pm. :O
On a seventh note, 7 is a prime number. =.=''
On an eighth note, the next note is true. o.O
On a nineth note, the previous note is false. O.o
On a tenth note, GOOD LUCK TO ALL 2G! (:

2008-08-01T22:40:00.002+08:00

It's touching how inspirational stories happen all around us, and how the simple knowledge that humanity is not all there is to what we see in this world of deception and striving to be at the top of the social strata, the champion of the corporate ladder and the quintessential person. Rather, the simple acts of nobility and compassion, founded on a real yet intangible force. A force to help, a force that shows the little things around us that we take for granted even though they are in fact, the things that make things happen in our lives.

Here is an example:

When Western Oregon senior Sara Tucholsky hit her first career home run in one of the last games of the softball season, something odd happened. She missed the bag at first and when she doubled back to touch it, her knee gave out. Her teammates were unable to help her around the bases so it looked like her only career home run would turn into a single. Then a member of the other team, a senior with knee problems of her own, said: "Excuse me, would it be OK if we carried her around and she touched each bag?"

And here, is the video:

Touching, isn't it?
Food for thought:
Life isn't a rat race to be at the top of verything. Sit back, and enjoy the slowness and little things in life, for they are the ones that bring true satisfaction in life.

2008-07-31T22:31:00.002+08:00

Yawn. I'm tired. But I'm determined to blog everyday...and ensure my posts get progressively longer.

Sometimes, some people just never fit in. Whether they look like they care or not, the truth is, they just simply can't. Sometimes it's not so obvious, especially when they are part of the group, yet not of the group. The logic behind this is simple: one may be part of something, but when one is not of something, his or her heart is not with them, be it voluntarily or just a different mindset. Perhaps this is a consequence of being too complacent, or just a rejection due to natural elimination; if you can't fit in, we're not going to throw you out, you'll just be left out.

Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes it doesn't. When it doesn't, it most probably implies that you are either:
1. an emotionless bastard
2. too numb to feel anything anymore
There's a difference between the two. One requires something called sincerity, and if that can't be mastered, there's really nothing much different from condition (1).

There's nothing more hurtful than a deceitful lie that one may be of the group, and not only part of the group. This can be shown through a series of tests, yet the subtlety of the message can hardly be seen. It's almost akin to a stab in the back...a hard stab.

Yet, through it all, there are people worthy of mention. These are the ones whom you can truly confide in, trust, rely upon and feel truly at home. These people are the ones where you will be of the group, not simply part of the group. These...are what people call:

True Friends

Ah...all that philo stuff are like, finally of my mind. (:

2008-07-30T21:43:00.002+08:00

Ahahaha...apparently I used up all my 'high' at home yesterday. Which culminated in today's weird penknife fetish (I have a penknife in my pencil box/case/bag/whatever-you-call-it). Hahaha...I'll try not to use up everything today (:

So...today was quite cool yeah. Helped Mr LimCC to move LeeFY's stuff (I wonder why? Were they good friends?) to his car, then went to see SK2 (actually it was ErYZ, but I followed him) then scammed YZ that his Sarsi was thrown away (he put it on the bin 'cos I didn't want to hold it for him then I put it next to the stairs)...then went to help put up National Day flags...then finally went for Debate...haha...yay ~~balls~~.

Lit assignment today was quite cool. It's a real big bummer...I think I contradicted myself like 4 times in a row, like "her love is too stifling for her own good, which brought about her own downfall. However, to a certain extent, it was the rigidity of her family's perception of love and unacceptance brought about her downfall." Complete contradiction...zzz. The question was: Emily is the architecht of her own downfall. Discuss. Yay. Thanks Mr Gilbert. You rock! (:

Then, for English, it's a flop. Not in the bad sense, but Quah asked me to use my speech as a demo, and I gave it...=.='', which means that I am like, out of ideas for starters. Actually, I'm not. I just thought of something in the bath (as in I went to bathe 5 min before I typed this part of the past)...hahaha. It's a new start, and new content. Muahahaha. So fun (:

Alright...I MUST stop using smileys. It'll suck all my 'high' away. I don't want to resort to artificial methods to get high. Don't tempt me smileys. ><

Anyway, I think I'll post some things about Zimbabwe now...you can stop reading if you want here:
Too lazy to copy and paste...hahaha. So I won't.

Yay. See you guys.

2008-07-29T23:03:00.002+08:00

Since when did it become legal for one day to have 3 tests? YinXP, you are so royally screwed. It's not a matter of no choice, it's a matter of WHETHER YOU ARE ABLE TO BOOK. IF YOU CAN'T TOO BAD! Ahh...that felt much better (:

Before I move on to my post, happy birthday to two people:
1. GG (i.e. Kai Sheng, not Glendon Goh) --> You almost got bonded eh? We won't hold back next time ;) Happy birthday!
2. max! --> Emperor! Your imperial birthday shall be...(insert royal and those kind of stupid stuff since I don't know what the heck they are and therefore shall not type them in)...yeah, happy birthday Maxy! (it WAS and IS in Li Ki's SMS...)

So...let's move on. History and IS today...hrm...

IS:
Well, theory wasn't that bad, screwed up a little here and there, but still, oh what the heck. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT PHOTOSHOP! IT'S LAME, DUMB, WASTE OF TIME AND GENERALLY AN EYESORE!

History:
Well, Alvin Tan is getting smarter nowadays (you can't blame a potato in disguise for being dumb you know), and therefore gave us a test based ENTIRELY ON SBQ!(: And thank goodness it's about the causes of WWII, not that stupid Appeasement (isn't Appeasement like something in causes of WWII?!). Ah heck. Chamberlain is dumb, Hitler is dumb, Stalin is dumb, Czechoslovakia is dumb, Poland is dumb, Ukrainian artists trapped in concentration camps are dumb, Mein Kampf is dumb, what the hell. WHY COULDN'T WE JUST GO INTO DETAIL ABOUT CAUSES OF WWI? (vulgarities are rampant...) AND WHY ISN'T GIAM TEACHING U? WHY MUST WE HAVE POTATOES, NOT AN ASSISTANT DIRECTOR OF CONSORTIUM?

Who cares? Those two tests are over, which means:
~~History~~
~~IS - Theory~~
Literature
English - Speech
Chinese
Maths
Physics
Geography

Oh well, let's end off with this really dumb clippet of mine today...
I FINALLY TRIED ALL THREE COFFEES (those is cans) IN THE CANTEEN! (:
And here's my verdict:

They taste...the same

Ahahaha...byebye! (:

2008-07-28T21:37:00.003+08:00

I'm supposedly mugging History now. Along with IS. And well, yes, it WAS a hiatus, but ah heck. When you can't keep promises, no point setting them in the first place (unless it makes you feel better inside(: ).

So, as I was saying, I'm supposedly mugging History and IS. History isn't that bad, since I kind of understand it. Keywords: kind of. Meaning: not 100% comprehension. IS is worse. I don't even understand a single damn thing, even though it's only a theory test! Imagine what would happen during the practical test *shudders*. Which reminds me, Glendon once said, "~~Sex comes in three parts: oral, practical and theory.~~" You don't want to know, really.

Anyway, I'm done with History (Lala. It's 10:51pm). So, onto IS...who cares? I'll just print out the notes (: And then mug tomorrow. Yawn. I'm tired. ><

Tomorrow is Debate again! (: The whole week's Debate, 'cos of the competition coming up (: Also, ExCo Interview for Debate is tomorrow! Nervous...>.< Of course, nothing to be afraid. Jesus is with me (:

Ah...I really need to sleep now. >< Sianz...I need to get my blogging powress back. Fine. Planning before blogging from now on. Let's do it that way. *nods head* Mmhmm.

Father God,
Please help me excel in my ExCo Interview tomorrow. It is written that You only want the best for me, and I believe that You have great plans for me. It is written For God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. I trust in You, that You would bless me with unusual and special calmness and wisdom, and I know that You would put all the words that You want me to say in my mouth, and nothing more, as well as the interviewers, put Your words in their mouths, the things that You want them to say, and nothing more. I know that You want the best for me, and will put me in a place of authority to bless the whole Debating Society in Hwa Chong.
In Jesus name,
Amen

2008-07-27T23:10:00.004+08:00

Hiatus till end of Term 3. I need to mug. For these tests coming up:

Physics

History

Geography

IS - Theory

Maths

Literature

English - Speech

Ahhh...don't tell me I'm doomed.

Treading

2008-07-23T21:47:00.002+08:00

It's real dangerous ground I'm treading on now. Delicately balancing on the small bridge that is called Exams and Tests, it's going to be hard.

Really, it's the test period once again. Term 3 is short, no doubt, and with my Council commitments that conveniently border each other in terms of chronological order, I hope I don't break down and then my MSG suffers. I want to get into Happy Programme.

Oh well, I'm doing major clean-up on my computer (laptop)...so it'll become neater (:

Nevertheless, I just hope that this won't kill me.

Father God,
Please guide me through this trying period of time. I believe that whatever is before me is set up by You for a purpose in my life. You only have good in mind for me, and I believe that the treasures of the unrighteous are laid out for the righteous. Lead me through this trying time Lord, and I know that because of You, I shall emerge victorious as no weapon formed against me shall prosper. Lord, please give me a fresh revelation of Your love, and lead me to green pastures.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.

HiF

2008-07-20T18:24:00.002+08:00

Got into Humanities in Focus Finals! (:

Haven't blogged in quite a while, and I still don't know what else is there to blog. Nothing ice going on, really. Except perhaps for the fact that on my way home, I saw kittens! (:

Kittens are so cute! Yeah...you know the way they meow? KAWAII DESU!!!! *jumps up and down happily for no reason whatsoever*

Regardless, WATASHI WA MUNCHLAX TAI DESU! xD I don't know how to say this, but I suppose I wanted to say I want a Munchlax!!!!!

I got a book called He Did This Just For You by Max Lucado. It's a really good read. Got blessed by it a lot. The parable at the start is so practical and in the 21st century. Get the book. (I got it for $1)...here's the cover page (it's only 62 pages. not much):

Yay. So, I'm being real random. I GOT A NEW PRINTER! (: HP some more. Real good deal. Scan, print and photocopy. At only $149! My mum bargained with the manager (of Harvey Norman at Centrepoint, remember that), and then I got it at $140! (:

Haha...go eat dinner now (it's actually 9.03pm now). See you!

KITTENS KAWAII!

Back

2008-07-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

Yeah...back to Blogger from Wordpress...initially decided to change blog URL, but it wasn't valid, so oh well (:

Anyway, I'm going to talk about Judo and Track and Field Finals in this post...I hope.

SO...a quick review of champs we got this year:
Judo - Double Champs (C & B Div)
Track - Triple Champs (C,B & A Girls Div)

Bleh. I'm tired from cheering and all. So procrastination shall come into play. See you.

2008-07-08T22:01:00.001+08:00

I think I'll change blog URL. C'mon, I've waited for like, 6 months! So...gimme a moment, and I'll change it very soon (:

2008-07-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

Requiem.
Any musical service, hymn, or dirge for the repose of the dead.

...Okay lor.

2008-07-03T19:28:00.002+08:00

Humanities in Focus was fun. (:

Yay. This is going to be a real post in quite some time. I believe it was since..ohmy! 7 May! (The others are crap posts xD)

So...ah crap. Nothing to post. Perhaps after Mid-Point Review (there we go. Procrastination once again once again at his very best).

Hrm...speaking of which, my Council events are all back-to-back...SEE:

1. Mid-Point Review (Which will end this Sunday)
2. Records Challenge OT (Which will end...12 July)
3. National Day (Which will end...8 August)
4. Teachers' Day (Which will end...uh...29 August?)

WTH. But it's alright. Have fun in the process and also learn lorrz. (:

2008-07-01T20:54:00.002+08:00

Oh
How about a round of applause.
Yeah
A standing ovation.

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house.
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry.
Please,
Just cut it out.

Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught.
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going.
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing.
That was quite a show
Very entertaining.
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up.
Before the sprinklers come on
Talkin bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one.
This just looks like a re-run.
Please,
What else is on

And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught.
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going.
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing.
That was quite a show
Very entertaining.
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow.

Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you.
For making me believe
That you could be faithful to me.
Let's hear your speech,
Oh...

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation.
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going.
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing.
That was quite a show
Very entertaining.
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow.

But it’s over now...

2008-06-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

hiatus till end of the week.

sorry.

2008-06-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

Two posts back-to-back, and well, hopefully this is more lighthearted. Debt-clearing.

Instructions: Do the quiz. Then remove one question from the above and add in your personal question to make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list. List them out at the end of your post.

1. What is the most scandalous thing you've done?
I don't know...unless you include all the times I put subtle sexual innuendoes in my speech...and people not picking it up that quickly.

2. Who is the person who trust most?
Eric Tay. He's a great friend, and though not exactly tightlipped as I hoped, he gives great advice.

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
For the record, no. Too many things in my life to make myself confident.

4. Who is (are) the person(s) that you confide in?
No one...I'm a lonely guy. Bleh.

5. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Uh...no. I need to get those extra tyres off me. And then grow taller.

6. What are you afraid to lose most?
My family. Then my friends. I'm not afraid of losing my mind. I think I'm doing quite a good job of it now.

7. Do you believe in eternal love?
Well...50-50.

8. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?
Nah. I've not broken anyone's heart before, I hope.

9. What do you like about yourself?
I don't cry easily. Which is also a bad thing.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Don't kill me when I hyperventilate.

12. Do you treasure your family?
Uh duh. Refer to question 6.

13. What do you dislike the most?
My birthday. No one celebrates it anymore.

14. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
People I can trust. Which aren't a lot.

15. What do you regret most in life?
Ever deciding that life is worth a smile each day.

16. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
Someone who is dependable, warm and empathetic.

17. Do you love your friends?
Yes. Especially those I trust (you know who you are I hope).

18. Which date do you like the most?
Is wolfberry a date? If not, red date.

19. How predictable are you?
It's erratic. Sometimes I am very predictable, sometimes I just do unexpected things.

20. If you could travel in time and return to a phase of your life, which phase would it be and why?
Primary 6. Grad Day...mmhmm.

21. If there's one thing you'd do now, what would it be?
Try making myself happy and stop wallowing in self-pity.

People who shall do this, for some reason or another:
1. Priscilla
2. Yuan Zhi
3. Luey Chi
4. Brenda
5. Yi Yun
6. Zhao Yong
7. Sophin
8. Karen

Question I'm taking out: 17. Do you love your friends?
Question that replaces: 17. When you're down, would you rather drink red wine or white wine and why?

There you go, dear.
I've done the quiz on your blog - but cos I was bored, so.

2008-06-22T21:08:00.002+08:00

Remember the little boy story? ...well...who cares if you read this. Most probably you're not and will dismiss this post as a waste of time anyway.

The little boy went to a party.

He was invited, though he wasn't that close a friend to the person.

Still, out of courtesy, he got a present for the person.

He knew roughly what the person liked, yet he can't be too sure he was right.

Still, out of courtesy, he bought what he thought was a nice present.

The day came, and the little boy went to the party.

The party wasn't exactly robust, but neither was it really dead.

Still, out of courtesy, he tried to interact with the others...at least, those he knew.

But, it didn't quite work out and the little boy sat in a corner and started reading a book he brought along.

It was lonely, sitting there reading a book alone, but he couldn't really do anything.

Still, out of courtesy, he went for the cake cutting session.

He clustered with the people he knew, and stood at a distance from the birthday person.

He did so not because he was cold and emotionless, but because he was shy.

The birthday song soon came along.

The boy muttered out the words softly, knowing that he daren't sing out loud...even if anyone coaxed him to do so.

The cake was soon cut and it was not long before the boy had to leave.

He soon left, with some other people that he knew.

But once again, after approximately 5 minutes later, he was all alone again...walking.

So, the boy walked...and pondered...

Sometimes I wonder what is going on in my life. Sometimes, I wonder what I'm doing to my life. Putting up a facade is something I'm great at doing, yet at no time am I supposed to put it down, lest the consequences that follow it. How I wish there was a butterfly effect in my life, where I could hav changed some things that I had done and make them right. Like, paying attention and being more social. And being less contradictory in my own life. I'm sorry...really. (I hope the person reads my blog...or even visit it.)

2008-06-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

I don't know why...but recently, I've been hooked onto Madonna's 4 Minutes (in fact, it's my blog song now). Perhaps it's 'cos Ellen DeGeneres has been dancing to that song on her talk show (which is fabulous, if you've never watched it), or maybe it's 'cos of the movie I watched yesterday...Get Smart.

Anywho, just go listen to it xD.

Okay...not a post that will suffice...but this is killing me:

BLOGGER'S/WRITER'S BLOCK.
Anywho...I'M BACK ON FANFICTION.NET! (:

2008-06-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

10 things I love about my EP3 (Debate):
[in no order of <3]
1. We share a frigging close bond, even if there is an age disparity! :D
2. wedgys! :)
3. The juniors are frigging hardworking at improving...well, most of them.
4. Seniors are so nice! :D
5. It's a small society, so no need to painstakingly memorise all the names! :D
6. It's fun! :)
7. All the innuendoes, sexual or not. :)
8. KAP (though honestly, I don't do the work) :D
9. Prepping! :D
10. Futile MSN mass convos for the wedgys! <3

Now to tag some people:
1. Luey Chi
2. Yuan Zhi (yours can change to hate :D)
3. Eric
4. Glendon
5. Darion
6. Shaun
7. Lum Yi
8. Zhao Yong
9. Edward
10. Yi Chen

Haha...such a stupid post. I hope I find something substantial to post soon. :)

2008-06-17T09:23:00.003+08:00

A little kid was sitting by himself by the window, watching all the rest of the kids play at the playground.

He so wanted to join them, yet he didn't have the courage to do so.

Finally, after a long time of contemplating, he decided to go down to ask the other kids if he could join them.

Yet, when he reached the playground, the other kids were all gone.

The little kid then went to sit on the swing, wondering whether he should go up since no one else is here.

Another kid who was nearby saw the little kid sitting at the swing and felt sorry for him.

The other kid walked over and offered a hand to him.

He sat on the swing, looking at the offered hand, and continued thinking.

2008-06-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hey one and all! Videos for everyone! :D

AIDING OF SPECIAL YOUTH CLUSTER! <3

ANLI CRAZE DURING GRAND FINALE! XD

ANLI CRAZE BEFORE GRAND FINALE! XD

FANTABULOUS OT (GUYS SIDE) PERFORMANCE!

FACS PERFORMANCE! IMBA! <3<3<3<3

ENTIRE OT PERFORMANCE! FIRST PART: かわいいですね! (i.e. cute)

In remembrance of 14slc...thank you, to all those who made it so enjoyable (the OT and facs and AIDING OF SPECIAL YOUTH CLUSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3)...I'll never forget it :)

Kudos to Kenji for the first video! :D
Thanks Long Jian for the second to fourth video! :)
Arigato gouzaimasu Yong Zhi san, for the last two videos! =)

WHO ARE WE ARE WE ARE WE?
14 14 SLC! :D

2008-06-09T13:18:00.003+08:00

So...Yuan Zhi tagged me to do a quiz...so...eh...let's do it:

10 facts about myself:

1. I can only type with two fingers at a time.
2. I do NOT play computer games, except GTA :)
3. Battle Royale and The Host are currently my favourite books.
4. I suck in comprehension (in case you can't already tell).
5. I contradict myself in life...bleh.
6. I [HEART] Nadir! :D
7. My favourite number is 4872 for soem reason.
8. I relish in my dream of world domination.
9. I hardly use abbreviations e.g. are into r, unless on MSN and SMS.
10. I CANNOT stnad boredom.

Yay...so...okay. So I'm supposed ot tag 20 people, then demand that they do the quiz...SOOO...(in no particular order...except 6 and 17 *evil grin*)

1. Brenda
2. Yi Yun
3. Eric
4. Priscilla
5. Shaun
6. Lum Yi
7. Luey Chi
8. Jek Jin
9. Glendon
10. Fraser
11. Edward
12. Darion
13. Yi Chen
14. Yuan Chang
15. Brandon
16. Derek
17. Zhao Yong
18. Charmaine
19. Kai Sheng
20. Karen

How did you meet 14?
[Yuan Chang]
When I first entered HCI. XD

What would you do if you've never met 1?
[Brenda]
I'd be short of 1 family member. Oh well.

What if 9 and 20 dated?
[Glendon and Karen respectively]
Well...it'd be interesting, though that would be an understatement. I pity Karen though, to date someone with objectum disorder.

Will 6 and 17 date?
[Lum Yi and Zhao Yong respectively]
Hrm...highly likely, if they're not already dating. Heh. Told you there was a reason why 6 adn17 weren't random. :)

Describe 3.
[Eric]
Great friend, in Dunman High, is beating me at my Pokemon collection (except SPIRITOMB! :p), highly eccentric, but still, a great friend. :)

Describe 7.
[Luey Chi]
King pixie...? Need I say more?
Fine. Short, cute (ahem ahem. Citation needed.), debate junior and self-acclaimed pixie.

Do you know any of 12's family members?
[Darion]
Not personally, but I do know he has a mum, a dad and a sister. Talk about a family of debators.

What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
[Charmaine]
Impossible...?
Firstly, Charmaine's heart is with Max.
Secondly, I want to stay in debate, so I'd go O.o and say, "Go back to Max!!!"

Who is 9 going out with?
[Glendon]
His family...?

When was the last time you spoke with 13?
[Yi Chen]
Uh...I can't remember the exact date...but the last Staurday training (as in the latest one), before he left for China.

Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
[Yi Yun]
No idea...the peopel who sang the OP for Kyou Kara Maou?

Would you ever date 4?
[Priscilla]
Nah, I'm not her cuppa tea. :p

Would you ever date 1?
[Brenda]
She's taken. Besides, I'm not about to commit incest any time soon.

Is 19 single?
[Kai Sheng]
Think so.

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
[Edward]
I'm not gay!

School of 3?
[Eric]
Dunman High.

Where does 6 live?
[Lum Yi]
Bukit Batok there? I dunno.

What is your favourite thing of 5?
[Shaun]
He's my fellow debator?

Have you ever seen 2 naked?
[Yi Yun]
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Great. Now go do those quizzes! Shoo shoo!

2008-06-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

SLC is over...

Missing Nadir...

Nadir (excluding myself):

{NICHOLAS}[huixian][huichee][esther][nicole][simran][zakiyyah][madeline][sham][zhangyi][amin][shicheng]

I'll miss you guys!
Meet up soon, okay? *big hopeful eyes*

2008-05-21T20:30:00.001+08:00

Eh...nothing much to update till Friday. EOTA!

Meanwhile...good luck to Nanyang for arena Finals (since RI won you guys in JGs, give them all that you're worth for Arena and WIN it!)!

And Youth 14s is now Super 14s in HCI. Don't ask.

2008-05-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

Yay so I'm here to blog...for reasons even I don't know.
Eh...well...so uh...okay great. So...

1) U14s
2) Debate Training...next Friday

1) U14s
So...we broke 2nd and well...so it means we've to prep 3 motions...okay 2 but 1 both sides. WHAT IS RJC THINKING? KILLING US BY PREPPING 3 MOTIONS IN ONLY 1 WEEK?! We're DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED. Oh well...sparring with SC tomorrow...really eager to see how strong their team is (I'm not being skeptical here but we didn't draw them see). And oh Charmaine, YOU WILL NEVER GET YOUR HOKEY POKEY ICE CREAM! RAWR~
Lalala.

2) Debate Training...next Friday
Apparently we're going to have a four-way training with Dunman High, Victoria School and Temask Academy. Weird that they'd choose us, but hey, I'm not going to complain about external spars.

Yay. So excursion's tomorrow.
Lalala.

2008-05-12T22:05:00.003+08:00

Oh.
So I cheated you into the sabbatical.
So I promised no presentations.
So I promised movies.
So I promised Literature and IH ACE.

So? What have YOU done about it?
Instead of making the best of the situation, you bitch about it.
Instead of doing the best you can do get your ACE, you just sit there and look like a dolly.
Instead of asking questions when you could, you told me you didn't understand only after you started. Not that I had anything against it, I would have gladly explained it to you, but what did you do?
YOU WANTED TO BOYCOTT IT.
Fine. Be that way. I'm not going to care.
If you're going to 'infer' from others' reflections to produce one of your own, we can tell.
We're not stupid.
If you don't want to do the presentations, tell us. We'll gladly exempt you from the presentation, and the 1 ACE along with it.
If you think the sabbatical sucks, too bad. No one told you to come in. You could have ignored what I said. But did you?
NO.
Did you think this sabbatical was one whereby you could just sit by, watch movies, and your ACE would roll in? Unlikely.
If you want to do that too, tell us. We'll once again gladly exempt you from the sabbatical itself, and of course, your bidding points and ACE.

I don't care what you say. I don't care what you do. This sabbatical has become my sweat and blood. I look forward to this sabbatical each year knowing that I can once again impart this knowledge to others. Just because you, you and you don't want to adhere to the rules does not affect me. I'm here to do my job, and as long as I do it, my part is fulfilled. This year was special. It was the benchmark of the sabbatical. I was looking forward to it! But note the 'was'. And why? 'Cos you had to RUIN it for me! Thank you bitch.

It's too late to say anything. Not that I'm really going to listen anyway. Go find a tree, rot and die. Seriously.

Lord, I put the sabbatical in your hands. You are able to achieve the impossible, and You already have achieved the impossible. Please let all the participants in this sabbatical become interested, attentive and participate actively in the sabbatical. Lord, please guide the three of us through this sabbatical with Your wisdom, and especially on the third day Lord, bless us with clear skies and good traffic, and none of us will screw up the sabbatical. Lord, please help us. We really need Your wisdom right now. In Jesus name, Amen.

All I want to do now is to curl up in my bed and sleep. Dream about my ideal sabbatical, and what really goes on. And when the dream has finished, I don't wake up...but disappear into air...for reality is never nice. Lord, provide me with Your wisdom and Your strength Lord. In Jesus name, Amen.

2008-05-11T18:06:00.002+08:00

This is kinda slow, but I'm going to dedicate this post solely to U14s.

You guys did it! edgys, you pwned!
You beat rgss, you best nygh (revenge!), you lost to xinmin (it's okay. we're not blaming you :D)

C'mon guys! Don't be too sad that you lost the last one! You put up a fight worthy enough (of course there's room to improve lah...but oh wells) and at least you guys robbed best speaker from them :)

And breaking 2nd! Imagine that! Repeating what Li Ki's batch did last year! I.M.B.A! :DD
Still remember the times we spent playing GTA and doing Rebuttal Sheet, repeating what seniors did (printing stuff 15 min before the competition) and breaking tradition by being on time! :)

I s'pose we're going to do that again this Friday, and well, I'm sure we'll get into the finals! (I don't think we'll draw RI...) So do well...and wedgys forever! :DDD

2008-05-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hmm...more stuff to blog...

1) Blockbuster Thursday
Yay. Screwed. Up.
2) PTG
No. Thanks. To. D*****.
3) U14s
edgys. Shall. Pwn.

But I'm so tired, I'll just use one sentence to describe each thingum (which means I'm effectively procrastinating)

2008-05-07T22:34:00.003+08:00

Alright. I'll post once more.

1) Blogskin and Song
2) Hutchins Exchange Programme
3) SLC
4) Tests
5) U14s
6) Sabbatical

1) Blogskin and Song
'Kay, so I changed it to Alvin and the Chipmunks 'cos I found it kinda cute. :) Was inspired by the song Bad Day sung in said movie.
As for the song...it's quite amusing, 'cos it's kinda well...funny? Anyway, disclaimer:
I don't like Barbie Dolls.
You may not believe me, but if that's the case, you're just living in delusions.

2) Hutchins Exchange Programme
Well, what can I say? I'm chosen for it. I know I don't sound enthu and all, 'cos I'm:
a. kinda tired
b. pissed off at IS
c. want to sleep.
d. discussing sabbat
So they're going to come soon...yay? Ah damn. I'm tired *cries*. At least I get to go to Australia (for the first time) in November.

3) SLC
I dunno if I'm chosen, but I sure hope so. Hope there's a reply soon...D:
If you're chosen, here's a spoiler:
The theme is education.
I know I'm a wet blanket, that's why I love myself. Anyway, An Li told me that. Further spoilers:
Foundation and affective education.
Hahaha. I'm just tired. Sorry. :(

4) Tests
I'm done! Here's the record of marks:
English - ?
Lit - 23/25? Sent for moderation
Chinese - 71/100 - A2
History - 13/20 - B3
Geog - ?
IS - ?
Maths - ?
Biaw (Bio) - ?
Bleh. At this rate, it's impossible to calculate my MSG. I hate being kept in the dark. Especially my Lit mark.
Mrs Ng, if you're reading this, please:
1. keep the score the same OR
2. increase my mark to 24
PLEASE!
Impossible dreams...

5) U14s
It's this Saturday! Good luck EDGYS! The third reserve will be watching from the floor! :DDD (This third reserve's me, by the way :D)
THBT A Government Owes No Duty to Citizens of Other Nations
C'mon guys! HCDB8's gonna pwn! :D
And then we can ask for a room. :)
Win-win. Literally.

6) Sabbatical
I'm not going to talk about it lest Tommy sees this. So nothing, unless someone pleads with me. And no Tommy, you're not going to extricate any information out of me. So there.

Finally, a decent post. :)

2008-05-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

I just realised I didn't post for quite some time. It's okay though :) 'Cos I have good news to share! :D

If you log onto the SMB, and check ChewTY's message to the Sec 2s about next week's assembly, you'd see this:
1005: Prize Presentation for Sec. 2 Chinese Drama Competition:
优胜奖：
2D - 那一天
2G - 卖东西时，请小心身后的第三只手
2M - 插队

Ah HA! We did it! We did it~~~~~~
Yes Lin Dee, Chinese Drama if fun, is you know your Chinese (which I don't >.<)

Tomorrow is HC Open House! If you've nothing to do, come down and support HC English Debate Society Booth! XD

We have cookies! I hope that's an incentive to come. And we REALLY have cookies :D

2008-04-28T18:27:00.002+08:00

So amazing...two surprises in one day. Not to say that both are nice ones. Okay...so...

1) SLC
2) Chinese Drama Competition

1) SLC
I'm nominated for 14th SLC! That is so totally way cool! SLC =/= Service Learning *Whatever the C is*, but Student Leaders' Convention! I mean, seriously. It's a leadership opportunity of a lifetime. I knew I was right not to go for CAP. Ha! I pwn :) Muakakakakakakaka. It sure takes off the stress of not finishing the Bio paper...(reminding me of which, it's damn screwed. Don't talk to me about it)

2) Chinese Drama Competition
Held only for the Sec 2 level (goodness knows why), I'm in it =.=''. Oh damn. I don't want to talk about it.

So there.

2008-04-27T22:33:00.002+08:00

Pleasant suprise during church today. Darlene Zschech WAS A GUEST WORSHIP LEADER TODAY! It was so great. Especialy enjoyed Hosanna and Shout to the Lord. :) Going to listen to it now. Bye! *Shory post, but I have Bio test...*

2008-04-25T23:36:00.002+08:00

JGs Finals today. It was a great debate, in Max's, Cheng Aik's and Benjy's last ever debate in their secondary debating careeer. And even though we lost by a 4-1 split (which effectively put us 4th), it was by far the best debate ever in the history of Hwa Chong Debate. Best of all, Max and Li Ki got 5th and 3rd best speaker respectively. This shows how hcdb8 has the propensity to PWN. Best of all, Mr Quek came to support us today! Thanks Mr Quek! :DDD

Now that JGs is over, a new team rises from the shadows
The shadows of uncertainty no longer creeps around this team, instead stepping into the light
The light of assurance and power
The light of confidence is now shining upon this team
As it marches on into the U14s
Beware competitors
The lurking tigers in the dark
The gleaming eyes of the panther
The precision of the archer fish
Beware, o competitors
For the hcdb8 has sent out
the wedgys team!

Haha...jsut for un. But jokes aside...move aside people.
The wedgys team is here.
And we're here to win.

2008-04-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

the team will do our best and ww dun forget, u ARE in the team. our batch is always a TEAM

-Yi Chen

Despite knowing that in my heart all the while, it is quite touching to actually hear someone tell me that. Thanks Yi Chen :) I'm touched, really.

Of course, I shall now expound on Yi Chen's oh-so-valid statement. Okay...I'll break it down...

The team will do our best

Obviously you have to do your best. YOU'RE OUT THERE TO PWN! Sheesh kebab (as I quote the U14s captain), honestly. Please, do the club a favour and win it (U14s 2008). Don't worry, no pressure. :) *Grins maniacally*

WW dun forget, you ARE in the team

Awww....thanks Yichen! :DDD It's nice that someone tells me that...wedgys forever! :DDD I mean, I do know it, I just needed confirmation from the edgys :) Oh oh oh! How's this: I'm the third reserve! :DDD Yeah! Third Reserve! XD If you guys win, I DEMAND to do the morning announcement! Rawr.

Our batch is always a TEAM

And you can never be any closer to the truth. wedgys is there for a reason. we're the wedgys, and the wedgys will stick together no matter what! Of course, we have ups and downs sometimes, but we're still wedgys at the end of the day! Imagine...if any one of us disappeared from debate...

I leave --> edgys

Edward leaves --> wdgys

Darion leaves --> wegys

Glendon leaves --> wedys

Yi Chen leaves --> wedgs

Shaun leaves--> wedgy

Uh. It's so horrible just to think about this. *shakes head violently to get thought out*

On a lighter note, the Sec 1s want their own anagram! :DDD

Tommy --> T

Han Peow --> H

Eddy --> E

Luey Chi --> L

Daniel --> D

Jek Jin --> J

Jia Kai --> J

Put them together and you get:

THELDJJ.

Liki complains that there's not enough vowels. We should have recruited people with surnames that start with 'O' or 'A'. Ah well. Better luck next time Sec 1s!

On another side note, I'm going to end each post with a quote nowadays. So, let's begin!

Worth

Just because you are necessary does not mean you are important.

2008-04-23T17:25:00.002+08:00

The D-Days have descended upon us once again...and I shall blog every test on it.

1) English Common Test (24/4)
2) Biology Test (28/4)
3) Literature Test (2/5)
4) Geography Test (2/5)
5) Maths Test (6/5)
6) IS Test (7/5)

1) English Common Test
ZOMG! IT'S TOMORROW! AND IT'S COMPREHENSION! Argh! I can't do comprehension well at all! Bleh. I hate comprehension, 'cos it's so difficult to score, and it's so rigid! If only it was composition, it'd be so much easier, dammit.

2) Biology Test
Jennifer Ting says she's going to be sadistic. Let's all mug: Transport in Living Things and Digestion. It'll be one crazy weekend...
Quote: "Mr Lim's a man of faith!"

3) Literature Test
I have to read my buke, seriously. Lalalala.

4) Geography Test
"Mr Lim is a man of faith!"...

5) Maths Test
PT, AM, SE, FI...
PT = Pythagoras Theorem
AM = Algebraic Manupliation
SE = Simultaneuous Equation
FI = Further Indices

6) IS Test
Shit.

2008-04-22T21:31:00.003+08:00

I'm sad. I'm happy. I'm sad. I'm happy. I'm sad. I'm happy. I'm sad. I'm happy.

Final verdict: I'm both sad and happy.
I'll now talk about them (my blogging powress has returned. Rawr.)

1) Youth-14s Team
2) Chinese Test

1) Youth-14s Team
Yup, I didn't make it. I'm not in the U-14s team. Oh well, life has its ups and downs, you just can't predict when. I'll take this not as an obstacle, but as an opportunity. After all, this is kind of expected. There are 6 Sec 2s (WEDGYS! --> W=Woon Wei, E=Edward, D=Darion, G=Glendon, Y=Yichen, S=Shaun), and only 5 can be chosen. Alas, it was me who was not included in this competition (I REFUSE to use left out 'cos I AM NOT). But I'm okay. I had this theory that I would not be included:

Edward, Darion and Glendon are the imba ones, so they'll be in the team. Shaun is the best of the remaining three, so he's in. Yichen is by far more committed than I am, so he's in as well. The only one that is left is me!

Yep, that's my theory. It was also pretty expected though. When Benjy was talking about how the last one should not feel left out, he was constantly looking in my direction, so I pretty much expected that too. It's amazing how much you can infer from body language when you understand it. Anyway, I'm not going to let this break me down. I quote Cascada's Perfect Day:
'Cos I'm alright, yeah yeah
I don't mind, yeah yeah
Baby you're no longer creeping in my head, yeah yeah
Say I'm okay, yeah yeah
I'm on my way, yeah yeah
And it's time for me to face that perfect,
The perfect,
The perfect day
I'm okay EDGYS! :) WEDGYS FOREVER! :) I quote myself:
wedgys is forever and ever!ワッドジーは死にないです！
I'll do research!
I'll contribute!
I'll do anything! :D
The sad part to it is that I'm never going to attend U-14s in my whole debating career *sniff sniff*. I'm 14, for goodness sake! Bleh.

2) Chinese Test
I got 71 for my test! That is GREAT! :DDD I can't believe it at all, 'cos I only studied the night before, AND 30 min before the test (I promptly gave up on it, so...). ~~I screened Yuan Zhi and I got 71. He got 57.~~ Yuan Zhi (and Darion), WORK HARD FOR THE NEXT TEST OKAY? :DD
I'm holding a mass mugging session for EVERY EXAMINABLE SUBJECT WHICH HAS NOT BEEN TESTED NEXT MONDAY. ANYONE INTERESTED?
Yes, now to mug History.

There. I have not fully exhausted my powress yet, but for now, I'll just stick with this. I NEED TO REVISE MY HISTORY. See ya people! :)

2008-04-21T20:25:00.002+08:00

I got a new wallet! :)

That's a real big thing, taking that I hadn't changed it since last year. And it looks great! :D

Oh well, back to KAP :(

2008-04-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

Bleh. Corinne May's songs are absolutely fabulous. Especially her latest album. Fabulous, her works.

I'm bored. Doing Quah's functional writing assignment. Bleh. My first writing assignment for her. Must give her Quahlity work.

Urgh. We lost to RI for semis. I hate this. So I'll bitch about it right now.

The debate was by far one of the more intellectual and proper debates in the Arena (that I've attended). It was just another form of affirmative action debate. Just that it's about women. Putting women in senior positions because there are not enough of them in these places.

So they drew up a policy, with flexible measures. In my opinion, it's just covering their *****.

But never mind. No point bitching about something you cannot change. Bleh.

2008-04-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

Amazingly, I'm posting for the second time today. Wow, I must be really free =.=''.

I don't know what to post. The power to post LOOOOONG posts have left me, perhaps until something becomes so personal that I really need to talk about...bleh.

This is bad...but hey, since I was procrastinating for so many days...and I still cannot get myself to post. So I'll share a video!

It's so cute!

2008-04-16T16:14:00.002+08:00

ZOMG. I just realised this is the first time since the start of 2008 that I went home BEFORE 2! And to think yesterday I was mourning about how if I could leave for home at 3, I'd be lucky. :)

I think I'll change blogskin again! Detonatedlove's blogskins are great! :D

2008-04-14T17:41:00.002+08:00

A puzzle is not a puzzle until you start solving it.
A song is not a song until you sing it.
Love is not here to stay.
Love is not love...
Until you give it away.

That was from Pastor Prince...amazing, but I can't help but put it in this post. =)
Anyway, Spelling Bee is tomorrow, and I'm also supposed to meet Zhou Li Da. I'm such a genius. =/
Let's see...things to do:
1) Give YC a crash course for The Mage
2) Convince all of 2G to bid for The Mage
3) Ask Glendon about the excursion for The Mage
4) Go on a dry run with Glendon for the excursion for The Mage
5) Make sure Jekjin and ChiChi knows what to do for Term 3's The Mage
6) Do Spelling Bee Finals Action Plan
7) Do Spelling Bee Finals Round 4 stuff

The Mage = The Mage, The Prophet and The Nuclear Bomb

Yay. I'm so screwed.
But at least it's not so bad after buying 4 books from Borders =)

More reading to do. Yay :)

Romantic Tearjerker...?

2008-04-11T20:27:00.002+08:00

Ouch. I hate this. I'm staying in school right now, supposedly doing the 24 hour Script Writing Competition, but yet my mind isn't with me. Not because the people all around me are playing DotA or anything, but it's cos of the impromptu debate. Rather, the semi-finals.

[EDITED AS OF 9.30PM]
This is so damn frustrating. We lost. Unanimous. Nettie Choo best speaker perhaps.
AND IT'S EUTHANASIA! :(

2008-04-10T22:17:00.001+08:00

I may have changed your status.

I may have removed you from the siblings' area.

But you're still welcome to come back to us.

And at that time, we'll be there waiting for you.

With open arms.

2008-04-09T22:19:00.001+08:00

Hmm...I guess I'm not really in the best of moods to blog after doing Peer-to-Peer Evaluation.

So I'll procrastinate till tomorrow.

2008-04-08T22:49:00.001+08:00

I JUST ~~HATE~~ LOVE THE HWA CHONG WEBSITE. NOT.

Cos it:

1) Corrupted my files
2) Killed my thumbdrive
3) Destroyed all traces of data in my thumbdrive
4) Made me not able to do anything without fearing more than half the time it'll be deleted

I hate it.

Doing Spelling Bee AGAIN.

At this rate, I'm going to screw up, real bad.

2008-04-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

This was a conversation between a US naval ship and Canadian authorities off the coast of Newfoundland in late 1995.

Canadians: Please divert your course 15 degrees to the south to avoid a collision.

Americans: Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the north to avoid a collision.

Canadians: Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the south to avoid a collision.

Americans: This is the captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course.

Canadians: No, I say again, you divert YOUR course.

Americans: This is the Aircraft Carrier US LINCOLN, the second largest ship in the United States Atlantic Fleet. We are accompanied with three Destroyers, three Cruisers and numerous support vessels. I DEMAND that you change your course 15 degrees north. I say again, that's one-five degrees north, or counter-measures will be undertaken to ensure the safety of this ship.
Canadians: This is a lighthouse. Your call.
_____________________________________________________

MAN: "Hello"

WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?"

MAN: "Yes"

WOMAN: "I am at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?"

MAN: "Sure, go ahead if you like it that much."

WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2004 models. I saw one I really liked."

MAN: "How much?"

WOMAN: "$60,000"

MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options."

WOMAN: "OK. I'll see you later! I love you!"

MAN: "Bye, I love you too."

The man hangs up.The other men in the locker room are looking at him in astonishment.Then he asks: "Anyone know who this phone belongs to?"
_______________________________________________________________

Conversation Between Moses and God

"Excuse me, sir."

"Is that you again, Moses?"

"I'm afraid it is, sir."

"What is it this time, Moses. More computer problems?"

"How did you guess?"

"I don't have to guess, Moses. Remember?"

"Oh, yeah. I forgot."

"Tell me what you want, Moses."

"But you already know. Remember?"

"Moses!"

"Sorry, sir."

"Well, go ahead, Moses. Spit it out!"

"Well, I have a question, sir. You know those ten things you sent me."

"You mean the commandments, Moses?"

"That's it. I was wondering if they were important."

"What do you mean 'were important', Moses? Of course, they are important. Otherwise I wouldn't have sent them to you."

"Well, sorry, but I lost them. I could say the dog ate them, but of course you would see right through that."

"What do you mean 'you lost them'! Are you trying to tell me you didn't save them, Moses?"

"No, sir. I forgot."

"Well, My Son always saves, Moses."

"Yeah, I know. You told me that before. I was going to, but I forgot. I did send them to some people before I lost them though."

"And did you hear back from any of them?"

"You already know I did. What about the one guy who said he never uses 'shalt not'. Can he change the words a little bit?"

"Yes, Moses. As long as he doesn't change the meaning."

"And what about the guy who thought your stance was a little harsh and recommended calling them the Ten Suggestions or letting people pick one or two to try for a while?"

"Moses, I'll act like I didn't hear that."

"I think that means, 'no'. Well, what about the guy who said I was scamming him?"

"I think that is spamming, Moses."

"Oh, yeah. I emailed him back and told him I don't even eat that stuff and I have no idea how you can send it to someone through a computer."

"And what he did say?"

"You know what he said. He used Your name in vain. You don't think he might have sent me one of those plagues and that's the reason I lost those ten things, do you?"

"They're called viruses, Moses."

"Whatever! This computer stuff is just too much for me. Can we just go back to those stone tablets? It was hard on my back taking them out and reading them each day, but I never lost them."

"We'll do it the new way, Moses."

"I was afraid you would say that, sir."

"Moses, what did I tell you to do if you messed up?"

"You told me to hold up this rat and stretch it out toward the computer."

"It's a mouse, Moses. Mouse! Mouse! And did you do that?"

"No, I decided to try the technical support first. After all, who knows more about this stuff than you, and I really like your hours. By the way, sir, did Noah have two of these mice on the ark?"

"No, Moses."

"One other thing. Why didn't you name them frogs instead of mice, because didn't you tell me the thing they sit on is a pad?"

"I didn't name them, Moses. Man did, and you can call yours a frog if you want to."

"Oh, that explains it. Kind of like Adam, huh, sir? I bet some woman told him to call it a mouse. After all, wasn't it a woman who named one of the computers Apple?"

"Say goodnight, Moses."

"Wait a minute, sir. I am stretching out the mouse and it seems to be working. Yes, a couple of the ten things have come back."

"Which ones are they, Moses?"

"Let's see. 'Thou shalt not steal from any grave an image' and 'Thou shalt not uncover thy neighbor's wife.'"

"Turn the computer off, Moses. I'm sending you another set of stone tablets. How does 'same day air' sound?"

Ripped from Izumi's blog (without his permission). Doinbg KAP now, yet taking time off blogging. You should be grateful.

Naw. Justkidding.

3NGLES 2008

2008-04-06T21:07:00.003+08:00

This post is so totally overdue, but ah heck. Let's talk about it anyway. 3NGLES 2008 totally rocks! :DD Especially with an OS like Pris jiejie :)

Anyway, being part of the OT for 3NGLES is an experience like no other, honest. To think that just one year ago, I was a participant of this very programme. Now, I'm part of the Organising TEAM. That was so damn cool. :)

[Before I move on, I CAN'T ACCESS IMEEM :(]

And it's glad to see Group 3 alumni (at least for the participating ones) all participating in this year's competition! Pei Wei as usher, Dileen as emcee, and myself as runner (pretty contradictory, huh?)! And Group 3 this year (for finals at the least) was coached by ME! Muahahahahaha :) They got third! 3rd! T.H.I.R.D.! They were the TOP 3! Ha! Group 3 rocks! :) Two year straight record!

And iSheet performance rocked! :) Zahrah wrote out her last minute introduction which went well! And we were freestyling all the way...with lines interjected here and there. But never mind, as long as the audience don't know, IT DOESN'T MATTER! :)

Then, let's talk about the OT! Priscilla was like complete PWNAGE, in more ways than one *tsktsk*! Joyce...random smiles! XD Yarn Kit...haha. Let's leave it that way.

Whee...it was fun, and the process was what I enjoyed, with the end result just another addition to the flavour (as I type flavour, I was thinking of pronouncing it as flah-ver) of success!

All the visits to SCGS was unforgettable. Thanks for the times guys (and gals) :)

Things to post left (I'm trying to clear up everything):
- Project's Day Prelims
- JGs Semis
- Induction Camp

2008-04-05T20:35:00.002+08:00

We broke into the semis! :DD

I know it's a little late, but I just came back from ProEd Induction Camp! :DD

It was fun...BUT I NOW HAVE A LOT OF HOMEWORK TO CATCH UP ON! :(

Anyway, I'm the OS of ProEd Induction Camp 2009...:)

GAMBATTE NE! :DD

Tired...blog more tomorrow.

FTW HCDB8!

2008-04-02T21:21:00.001+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:	Low
Dependent Disorder:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

Feeling better now. Thanks to Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence, Save Me and At the Beginning. And thanks Luey Chi and Jek Jin. :) It helps.

2008-04-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

200th post. Never expected it to be the second post of a day, and I was hoping to celebrate it. But no. I do suppose it helps in a way...read this, especially if you're in the group Funky Fillers...

-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
woonwei!
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
stop 'preparing powerpoint presentations' and get to researching!
# woonwei # a mutiliation of the soul says:
>
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
XD
# woonwei # a mutiliation of the soul says:
i know
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
lol
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
hey
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
inside news
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
the judges (not me) like your proj very much k
# woonwei # a mutiliation of the soul says:
im doing interviewing as well. i DIDNT DO THE JOB ALLOCATION SLIDE! XD
# woonwei # a mutiliation of the soul says:
whee
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
it's somthing unique
# woonwei # a mutiliation of the soul says:
yay :)
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
so you guys don't waste this
# woonwei # a mutiliation of the soul says:
okay. got it
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
pull it off well, and let's put it this way: your project has the kind of people and prep and topic that sent mine into grand finals
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
so don't waste it
# woonwei # a mutiliation of the soul says:
okay
# woonwei # a mutiliation of the soul says:
thanks :)
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
yeah
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
jia you
# woonwei # a mutiliation of the soul says:
=D=D=D=D
-= Gaius Calpurnius Piso =- moosette! says:
...

Oh. The smiles? It's simple to put it on MSN. You don't need to show it with your face anyway.

2008-04-01T22:20:00.002+08:00

This is crazy, and it's killing me inside out.
I know I don't show much emotions, perhaps happiness, anger, indifference and perhaps shock. But never sadness...sorry. This is totally random, so I hope that you'll just take some time and read if you bother. If you don't, might as well. I don't really care.

Anyway, as I was saying...every emotion I cannot supress...only sadness. Sadness is like a drug, a cigarette. Once you try it, you get hooked. You always go back for more. And yet, I was taught from young never to try drugs, NOR cigarettes.

And I haven't. I've been a good boy, until now. Recently, I've started taking drugs, I've began smoking cigarettes. Psychological drugs. Emotional cigarettes. I've been hooked, and it gets harder day by day just trying to hide the fact that I'm sad.

Yes, in case you were wondering, I AM human. Just because I tell anyone who is frigging sad to be happy does NOT represent, nor IMPLY that I am not SAD. Look. What happened today is killing me. From the inside.

I feel hypocritical, I feel like I've just committed a greater sin than murder - lie. The feeling is called GUILT. No , I don't cry. But yes, it kills me from the inside when I find out that I've hurt someone, or lied. Don't think just because I can lie with a straight face means I don't experience guilt.

This pposed to be April's Fools Day. How apt. I feel like a fool. A fool to believe that all things can be solved with a smile and lots of comfort. In the past, I may not have understood what sadness meant, for I've never taken that first pill, nor blew my first smoke, but now that I did, I'm hooked.

And yes, comfort would do just fine now. Only that I have no one to turn to...do I? It's around time I woke up to the harsh realities of life. Not everything can be solved with just comforting words, nor "THE BIMBO FAMILY LOVES YOU! :DD".

I'm just so lost right now. I need to find direction in life again. Only then can I move on. But for now, I'm hooked.

To those involved just now: I hope you don't feel annoyed that we did that, nor feel guilty. We didn't mean for that to happen, we just wanted to talk. Never did we expect that we would turn to such a sensitive topic. We know some of you may feel 'arrowed' or directly implicated, but do realise that if you guys don't have that bond, you'll never be able so succeed. I'm sorry, and well...sorry.

Something is telling me this isn't enough. Nor is writing letters to each and every one of them. The damage is done, the dust is settling.

You guys may think I don't care...but in truth, I do. And it's killing me inside. Out.

2008-03-31T23:11:00.002+08:00

I'm suprisingly positive after all the shit thrown at me.

3NGLES 2008 ROCKS!

And the iSheet wasn't as screwed as we envisioned it to be. Let us now give a round of applause to the cast! *standing ovation*

Zahrah - Narrator! :DDD
Charmaine - Denise! :DDD
Yi Chen - Mark! :DDD
Glendon - Salesman 1! :DDD
Edward - Salesman 2! :DDD
Shaun - Cashier! :DDD
Myself - Doped Buyer! :) <---I'm not as zai, so no :DDD :)

Zahrah!
Thank you for writing such a compelling introduction (though the last line was from me XD)! :D

Charmaine!
Your slap was real great! Your part too! Thanks! :D

Yi Chen!
Thanks for not minding to kenna slapped and sacrificing yourself for it. FTW! :D

Glendon!
Thanks for playing the part well! You were awesome!

Edward!
What can I say? IMBA. Thanks a ton!

Shaun!
Haha...thanks bruddy!

And the OT was great too! Thanks to everyone (esp. the OS, Priscilla! and uh...Joyce! and uh...ah, what the heck. Thanks everyone!)! :DDD

2008-03-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

Never thought I'd stick to a URL for such a long time. I'm proud of myself. :)

Deleted my poems blog...oh well. I wasn't updating it anyway...it'd be redundant.
However. I now have a private blog! www.brazenlanguage-thetruth.blogspot.com
Ask me if you want to be invited.

If nothing else...I'll just go and well...stare into space.

Music playing:
Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence
Sakamoto Ryuichi

2008-03-29T10:12:00.002+08:00

10.12am...amazingly, I'm actually doing my homework. No debate, no sleeping in, no nothing. But doing homework. In case you think I'm lying, I'm doing my ~~long overdue~~ Geography homework. The News Article one.

And life is getting better slower I think...oh well...

Music playing now:
At the Beginning
Richard Marx and Donna Lewis

2008-03-27T21:40:00.002+08:00

Priscilla jie jie wrote me a letter! :)
So I wrote one back! :)

Bimbo Family Cheer!

Beeeeeeeeeembo Famileeeeeeeeee Cheer
Like totally, for sure!
I even got a manicure!
The sun! I swear!
It's bleaching up my hair!

Red, blue, yellow, green!
What's the colour of my team?
I don't know, I don't care!
How should I do my hair?

Go! Go! Fight! Fight!
Gee I hope I look alright!
Like go! Like go!
Like go! Team go!

Shaun - don't be emo 'kay? bimbo family loves you! :DDD
Priscilla jie jie - don't sad lah. we all here for you :)

I seem to be the only one (apart from ChiChi and Charmaine...I think) that isn't emo...CHEER UP GUYS! :DDD

2008-03-26T20:25:00.004+08:00

For Bruddy Shaun:

Sorry
I'm sorry I ever told you I understood
And got you sorely disappointed
When you asked
And I had no answer

I'm sorry I ever tried to care
It only exacerbated the problem
What problem I don't know
It was just a feeling

How apt
A feeling
Something that had sparked all of that off
Something that you'd not talk about

Yet I persisted
I lied when I said "I understand!"
'Cos I don't
'Cos I only wanted to console you

Fine, maybe I understand
From all that poignant tearjerkers I read
But when it comes down to true feelings
I lied through my teeth

I'm sorry
I gave you false hope
That someone finally understood
Your feelings

...'Cos I don't.
Sorry.

2008-03-26T18:37:00.002+08:00

Goodness me. I now have a dumbass coming up and saying I'm embarrassing myself. On my own blog. Excuse moi madmoiselle, but look at who's territory you're on here. Unless I correct myself as wrong, I'm not!

Haha. That sounds so egomaniacal. Like the Model Student Awards in Founders' Day Prize Giving. Absolutely priceless.

Anyway, it looks like I'm going to coach 2 schools from now on. Nan Hua and Kong Hwa. Just realised the similarity of the two schools. "H*a"! Haha. ZOMG. I'm acting more and more like Priscilla jie jie.

Anyway, Priscilla jie jie, tomorrow must teach us the BIMBO FAMILY CHEER! :DDD

Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence...hmm...romanji would be merri kurisumasu misuta rorensu...or メッリクリスマスミスタロレンス。

Haha...I'm so heads over heels over that song...:)

NAN HUA IS SO BIG! XD

Haha.

Priscilla jie jie...it's all your fault. :)

2008-03-25T09:39:00.001+08:00

School sucks. With my new blogskin, I can't tag in school...:(
Heck. I can't even access my blog! RAWR.

On a side note...new family! :DDD

Only Charmaine left to acknowledge me...

LOL.

2008-03-24T21:10:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! I have a royal announcement to make!

I now have a new family!
Chichi! Shaun! Charmaine! Priscilla! YAY! :D

Don't worry Brenda, or Yi Yun. You're still family. :)
I got my own set of Li Ki cards! :D

New family! :D
ChiChi - Cute! :)
Shaun - 4 years old! :)
Charmaine - 5 years old! :)
Priscilla - Older sis! :)

Looking forward to more chocolate cake. :)
No, no lemonade Edward.

So no lemonade.

2008-03-23T23:10:00.001+08:00

Hmm...I want to watch Vantage Point! *whines*

Anyone wants to watch it with me on Wednesday, 26th March?

Please?

With the cherry on top?

Yeah, please. :)

2008-03-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

Arena today. Not going to reveal much, except:
1) Max didn't speak
2) It was a split vote for the winning team...haiz...(does this give you a clue?)

Anyway...THANKS A LOT YARN KIT (no, this is NOT a real thank you, if you can't tell. It's sarcastic.), FOR 3NGLES.

First I'm paired with Luey Chi. The next moment, I'm with Yu Zhi. I'm not suprised the next time, I'll be thrown to some other participant. And seriously, don't let Priscilla cover your ass. It's embarrassing.

Seriously.

All of us (the debaters in 3NGLES) are pissed.

Don't aggravate the situation Yarn Kit.

You have been warned.