| date:  Saturday, August 4, 2007
 title: I hate it when someone comes up and tell me I'm wrong. Call me dogmatic, call me ignorant, call me obstinate for all I care. But let me tell you something. You aren't any better than I am. You think you're great? Then prove it!
 
 Okay here comes the real post (the first part I was hyperventilating after reading a story...I really should try not to get too emotionally involved...hmm...).
 
 Three posts in a day. Wow. Even the weirdest people don't do that (I think). I'm here this time to post a poem written by me...it's EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, cos when I wrote it around 4-5 months ago, I was feeling like killing some of my friends. Yeah, now that that's over, let's post the poem! Be warned. It's emo. So if you don't like emo poems, don't read it.
 
 Depression
 At first, there was rejection
 They rejected me, threw me aside and acted as if I had never existed
 I tried to conform
 I tried to adapt
 I tried to work around the bend, getting to them
 But they always left that bend
 They always ran when I came
 They never did accept me
 No, they just pushed me into the depression bin
 Snorting, taunting, snarling, "Who do you think you are?"
 Depression sank in
 I did not bother
 I never really did, I realised
 No more conforming, I told myself
 No more adapting
 No moe working around the bend
 These fair-weathered friends can go awayfor all I care
 They chose that action, now they pay the price
 Alas, they did not care
 They never did, anyway
 "One more try..." I had thought
 "One last try..."
 Nothing worked
 Finally, suicide took over
 I picked up a penknife
 Aimed at my wrist
 And beofre it went down, they came to my mind
 Memories came back in
 Not good ones, but better than the rest
 Slowly, I lowered my hand
 And told myself, halfheartedly,
 "One last try..."
 ~END~
 Copyrighted Look Woon Wei
 
 Ah ha, how was that? I really love writing, it's part of me I guess. Not all the time I write such emo stuff, but hey, I found another one!
 
 A Broken Smile
 A smile
 A very gentle smile
 A smile that is forced
 A smile that hides a broken face
 A smile, a facade
 No longer does that smile
 Come from the heart
 No longer does that smile
 Come due to pure joy
 It comes from the borken hope
 The shattered hopes
 That one day
 They would try at least
 To accept him
 But will they, in truth?
 "It's okay," he told himself
 "I'll wait..."
 "With my broken smile..."
 ~END~
 Copyrighted Look Woon Wei
 
 Yeah sure, I assure you, I am not those people in the poems I write. Fine, I sink into that emotion, but hey, I'm not that EMO!!! Anyway, I just found outthat Samuel Tay of 1E ain't that bad a poet (I just found out today, after visiting his blog. I just never thought that many people will write poems on their own accord so...)! I'll link his blog, soon...meanwhile, you guys jusy click on this link:
 http://www.walk-myjourneyhome.blogspot.com/
 Ah...what a nice day...before Tution Day sinks in...bah...9 min to midnight, and I'm still awake when I ought to wake up a 7 tomorrow. But I'm not that bad. Kala sleeps at 8pm...shh...
 
 Regards,
 Woon Wei
 
 
 
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