date: Friday, August 10, 2007
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Sigh...I don't know why, but I've been feeling down and a little depressed for no reason these few days...and it seems that the only thing that I can find joy and happiness, when the depression seems to leave me (as I repeat and emphasise once again: I don't know why I'm feeling DEPRESSED! It's just like...I go 'sigh' and stuff these few days), is during the Friday Debate Training (which was today, but oh well...)!
I guess, even though I DID go out with ex-6/2 (of class 2006) on Wednesday (in truth, I didn't lah, as in in the end my mum asked me to go back home to go watch The Simpsons with her...DIAOz!!!!), but I think it's really the stress that's getting to me...the stress of...ah, I don't know. Some force seems to be pressing me down, preventing me from being the (former) 'happy' and 'esctatic' me. And the worst of all, I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT LOODY HELL IS! Argh...this sucks, not knowing what is keeping you down and all...
I acutally wanted to write a poem, but it lacks the 'feel' of a heartbroken guy, so oh well, till I get heartbroken (which I hope will NEVER happen to me ), I won't post that poem...
And before I forget, I just ripped 2 sermons from CDs onto my MP3...feel great now (only)...it's like getting high...but not with the help of drugs!
And this may sound a little abrupt, and a little wrong, but: I LOVE MY DEBATE SENIORS & SEC 1 FWENDS!
Regards, Woon Wei
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