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Now Playing: Unbeautiful by Lesley Roy
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date: Friday, September 14, 2007
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time: 6:53 PM
I know the sorry just now didn't suffice.I know that being naive was self-delusional. I'm truly sorry about wat I did just now, and no amounts of sorry will ever atone my mistake. I never knew you didn't want to tell her, and I thought it was alright as you are her friend. I never knew that this was meant to be private, and it was fine with friends. Apparantly, I was wrong. No matter what I say now, I know that you'll never forgive me. I won't force you to become my friend again; I don't deserve such a wholesome trust from a friend like you. I know this will never sufice, and will never cover up the wound that I have inflicted. This may spell the end of our short-lived friendship, and if it really is, I just want to tell you: You were one of the best friends I ever had. You were the one that brightened up my day everytime I see oyu tag on my blog. You were one of the few that saw me beneath what I exactly was; You never saw me just from my exterior, you never judged me just by my looks. No, you saw me...beyond the exterior and looks. You saw me as me, and nothing but that. I must admit that I was touched by that gesture, and it really means a lot to me. Now, I just beg for your forgiveness. I understand this may be something that you will take a long time to do so, But I don't mind. You, as I said, one of the best friends I ever had, and it really is worth the wait. I really don't expect you to my friend once again, but I hope that we will at least be on talking terms. Once again, I tell you, rom the deepest depths of my heart, "I'm sorry that I did that to you." ...I'm sorry...I really am... Begging your forgiveness, Woon Wei ___________________________________________________________________ I really hope that said person does forgive me. Who knew that the harmless gesture to me was actually a big blow to said person? I'm really ignorant about other people's feelings... What a farce, the personality and strengths test at the start of the year... What? I'm good at interpersonal interactions? Look, I can't even figure out what I should and should not tell. I really don't want to carry this on anymore... I'm just too tired...self-deluding... Hmm...cutting wrists? Sounds good you know... |