date: Monday, May 12, 2008
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Oh. So I cheated you into the sabbatical. So I promised no presentations. So I promised movies. So I promised Literature and IH ACE.
So? What have YOU done about it? Instead of making the best of the situation, you bitch about it. Instead of doing the best you can do get your ACE, you just sit there and look like a dolly. Instead of asking questions when you could, you told me you didn't understand only after you started. Not that I had anything against it, I would have gladly explained it to you, but what did you do? YOU WANTED TO BOYCOTT IT. Fine. Be that way. I'm not going to care. If you're going to 'infer' from others' reflections to produce one of your own, we can tell. We're not stupid. If you don't want to do the presentations, tell us. We'll gladly exempt you from the presentation, and the 1 ACE along with it. If you think the sabbatical sucks, too bad. No one told you to come in. You could have ignored what I said. But did you? NO. Did you think this sabbatical was one whereby you could just sit by, watch movies, and your ACE would roll in? Unlikely. If you want to do that too, tell us. We'll once again gladly exempt you from the sabbatical itself, and of course, your bidding points and ACE.
I don't care what you say. I don't care what you do. This sabbatical has become my sweat and blood. I look forward to this sabbatical each year knowing that I can once again impart this knowledge to others. Just because you, you and you don't want to adhere to the rules does not affect me. I'm here to do my job, and as long as I do it, my part is fulfilled. This year was special. It was the benchmark of the sabbatical. I was looking forward to it! But note the 'was'. And why? 'Cos you had to RUIN it for me! Thank you bitch.
It's too late to say anything. Not that I'm really going to listen anyway. Go find a tree, rot and die. Seriously.
Lord, I put the sabbatical in your hands. You are able to achieve the impossible, and You already have achieved the impossible. Please let all the participants in this sabbatical become interested, attentive and participate actively in the sabbatical. Lord, please guide the three of us through this sabbatical with Your wisdom, and especially on the third day Lord, bless us with clear skies and good traffic, and none of us will screw up the sabbatical. Lord, please help us. We really need Your wisdom right now. In Jesus name, Amen.
All I want to do now is to curl up in my bed and sleep. Dream about my ideal sabbatical, and what really goes on. And when the dream has finished, I don't wake up...but disappear into air...for reality is never nice. Lord, provide me with Your wisdom and Your strength Lord. In Jesus name, Amen.
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