date: Thursday, July 31, 2008
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Yawn. I'm tired. But I'm determined to blog everyday...and ensure my posts get progressively longer.
Sometimes, some people just never fit in. Whether they look like they care or not, the truth is, they just simply can't. Sometimes it's not so obvious, especially when they are part of the group, yet not of the group. The logic behind this is simple: one may be part of something, but when one is not of something, his or her heart is not with them, be it voluntarily or just a different mindset. Perhaps this is a consequence of being too complacent, or just a rejection due to natural elimination; if you can't fit in, we're not going to throw you out, you'll just be left out.
Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes it doesn't. When it doesn't, it most probably implies that you are either: 1. an emotionless bastard 2. too numb to feel anything anymore There's a difference between the two. One requires something called sincerity, and if that can't be mastered, there's really nothing much different from condition (1).
There's nothing more hurtful than a deceitful lie that one may be of the group, and not only part of the group. This can be shown through a series of tests, yet the subtlety of the message can hardly be seen. It's almost akin to a stab in the back...a hard stab.
Yet, through it all, there are people worthy of mention. These are the ones whom you can truly confide in, trust, rely upon and feel truly at home. These people are the ones where you will be of the group, not simply part of the group. These...are what people call:
True Friends Ah...all that philo stuff are like, finally of my mind. (:
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