date: Sunday, September 21, 2008
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This is going to be the last post in quite some time. Seeing that exams are around the corner, I'm going to go on a haitus. Not that I won't be going on MSN though. I'll try not to. Emphasis is on the try.
Yet, this times are plagued with numerous stuff that just make me feel like giving up. Seriously...I see so many people mugging, with information crammed in their heads like crazy, it makes me feel like I'm never going to get it. The mugging craze is on, and I'm one of those at the back...
Then, my will power to keep on doing is just not there. I study History for one day, and I can't be bothered to complete my History notes, even though I'm not done with them. Damn, I'll never get anywhee at this rate.
Then, friends come into the picture. Or at least, ex-friend. I don't know what I did, nor what I said, nor whatever it is to make Darion so pissed off at me. I really don't know what I did...and I want to, so that I can make up for it. But only if Darion will tell me, which he isn't. This is going nowhere...
This is a sinking boat, and all the lifeboats have been taken. I'm just left on board, since I'm the last one, and one life always isn't worth that much. I could swim, but it's too far from shore...
Lord, Please give me the courage and endurance through this period. In Jesus Name, Amen
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